so far my greatest case of "oh f***, i forgot it!!!!"

i would forgot to pay the bill,
i would forgot when my exam is,
i would forgot to bath,
i would forgot today's date,
i would forgot what i was planning to do,
i had forgot my parents' birthday,
i had forgot my eldest sister's birthday,
i never recall knowing my elder sister's birthday(means i don't even hav a rough idea when),
i had forgot to bring my key out when i locked my door, and it happened twice with 1 time i was half naked after bath,
i had forgot some promises i made,
sometimes i forgot what i have done few minutes ago.

yesterday i just had my worst 'forgot-something-important', i forgot bout ptptn's due date is 8th, which i only had a few days left to settle things up, so i ended up rushing everything along with doing revision for exam.(revision+exam+ptptn, i won't say they're the worst combination in the world but they're close to it.)

today, exam is over, i thought of finalizing all the documents needed for the ptptn and pass it up.
my last work is to print a few things, when i was trying to grab my stuffs(phone, key, wallet), i found that my wallet is gone. (yay~ after stressing in exam now stress for money)

i search for hours in my room, at the road i took to go home, all possible areas.
in the end i had finally found my wallet, which i had left it in the printing shop.
by the time i had found it, it is already going to be 5pm. which i won't make it for my ptptn documentation(since civil offices closed at around 5pm)

i left my wallet when i was trying to check all documents after done my payment, so i put my wallet aside and check the documents, then leave for home. the result is i forgot to take it back.

and today i break my record of 'forgot-something-important' with forgetting my wallet, and it is like it will continue to become worse and i will keep on breaking my record since yesterday.
so i hope there is some physicians or phychologist or whoever that can help me, to make me hav better memory.
my memory span is getting closer and closer to a goldfish's.

if my bad feeling is still around, then mayb tml i break my record again with something bigger(lets pray that i don't as it is possible to be something so bad that will hurt the others)