Saturday, February 21, 2009

part of me that is not known by many

1.31am, Saturday

it's already so 'early', but i'm still awake.

after moving to kampar, sleeping before 12 is a normal case.
while sleep after 2am had never happened (yet).

what i'm doing in weekend night?
there's no assignment, no homework(or at least i'm not up to do it)
so what am i doing?
watching anime? playing games?

hmm.......... to most of my friends that know me, may had guess that,
at the same time, when they saw me asking like that,
they might already expect i'm doing something i won't normally do.

anyway, i'm writing story.
yes, writing story.
not love story, i would called it a fiction.

i had like Final Fantasy since the first time i saw FF8,
after that i start to play almost all series of FF.
that's not the point, the point is i like the story structure of FF.
so i start to simply imagine a cool and strong character in my head,
and give him a name.
later on, i found that character's name is coincidently same as a dragon's name in a certain story.

So after that, i decide to use this name for almost every username i had create in many online websites.
finally after some time later, i start to write a story about him.
as time goes, the story is getting broader.
from a normal 'fighting evil and save the world' plot to something else which i dunno what to say about it.

oh well, though i had start that story, but in the middle i stop it and write another story which is modern school life, as i had watch too much school life anime that time.
then later again, i change the story and add in fictions.
after that, i make these 2 stories somewhat relate to each other.(not in a very obvious way)

i hardly read any story books, so the way i write my story is terrible.
when i ask for comment from a friend, she said "doesn't looks like a story, more like a script".
of course, she has no offense at all, i ask her to say it in a straight way.

so now, i'm trying to change the way i write it, try to add in more other words that i don't really use.