The Grand land of Kamm

it's been a long time since i last post something

2011-05-17T03:17:00.000+08:00

here it goes.

post something

something i did when i was trying to make my brain start running

2011-02-19T00:15:00.001+08:00

as the wind blows,
the grasses of the green field wave,
as they all move together,
the whole field shows green waves,
similar to those waves from the seas,
but with only the color being different.

green waves,
grass of the green field.
blue waves,
water of the blue sea.
gold waves,
quicksand of the dessert.

pink rain,
the falling cherry blossom.
red rain,
the falling maple leaves,
yellow rain,
the falling tabebuia flowers.

...and my Blue jacaranda.

A reminder to myself

2010-09-19T19:44:00.002+08:00

"Do you satisfy yourself,
dream in order to win yourself.
Do not justify yourself.
Never for anybody."

Satisfy your own self by winning yourself,
dream not just simply for dreaming about it, but in order to win yourself.
Do not justify yourself, Do not think you are great, Do not think you are bad
Never Justify anybody, never justified by anybody.

forget about Tahiti, once you leave that place, you must become your usual self.
if came across to Tahiti again, make sure to remind yourself don't stay too long in it, unless everything has end.

sometimes, Tahiti is just not for you

random

2010-08-21T22:39:00.000+08:00

i just realize, the thing i fear the most is not suffer alone.
but to enjoy alone is what i fear the most.

a few new post was created

2010-08-01T10:32:00.001+08:00

in http://hazue-keiki.blogspot.com/. this blog i will not update it anytime sooner.

random.

2010-07-06T22:29:00.001+08:00

as i was given immortality,
so shall i give away my eternal happiness.
as i was asked to give happiness,
so shall i obtain immortality.

hazue's knowledge bank I

2010-07-02T16:05:00.003+08:00

Matagi:
a kind of hunter existed in japan that hunts using traditional method.
"東北地方の山間部に集落をつくり、昔から狩猟を生業としてきた人々のことを“マタギ“と呼んでいる。マタギという言葉は“狩り”そのものを意味するが、語源には多様な説がある。また、狩猟の民マタギは、樵夫、木地師、山窩たちと同じように古来日本列島の山岳地帯を生活の場としてきた山の民であるが、その祖先については謎が多い。" (source from http://www.gunzosha.co.jp/")

the above japanese text says that, these people (matagi hunters) have been staying in the north east mountain area since long ago. the clan of 'matagi', like woodworkers(carpenter), woodcutters, and the mountain nomads, had been staying in mountains around japan since the ancient time, but their detailed origin is still a mystery. the word 'matagi', in their clan's language, means 'hunting', though there are sources with different ways of saying how the word derived.
one of the other saying of the word 'matagi' from wiki, is that the word developed from matangi matangitono (マタンギ・マタンギトノ), which means "the man of winter" or hunter in the Ainu Language. though there wasn't anything mention about 'Ainu language' on the above japanese website, i guess when they say 'matagi' means 'hunter', it refers to the language of Ainu.

Ainu language:
can't get much info about this.(aside from eng wiki and jap wiki)
can only say its a super rare language existed in japan. researcher aside, it seems that the people whose mother tongue is Ainu are already extincted, or close to extinct(last investigation was 15 people born with this language in 1991). This language is spoke only in Japan and Russia (source from Jap wiki). Ainu language is called an 'independant language', means its origin has no relation with any other language, or no prove of its origin has relationship with other language.

Kanetsune Seki:
to simply put, a company that forge knives, even Katana with a craftsmanship aged 800 years old. well, they got their own website so just read more from there =) cuz i'm lazy to explain further. http://www.kanetsune.com/index.php?id=221. the reason i came through this company is because coincidentally i found(through internet) a Matagi hunter's knife made by them.

maggi goreng again~

2010-06-28T19:50:00.002+08:00

this time cook with less chilli sauce, liiiiiittle bit of tomato sauce, without veggie, double egg!
with less chilli sauce, the spiciness definitely decrease, and it seems like tomato's salty+sweet wasn't presents(mayb too little sauce added). on the other hand, double the egg makes the noodle smell nicer.
overall, the taste got much plainer, so in the end i mixed the noodle with tomato sauce and surprisingly, it fits! (mayb for me only)

next, prepared a fried-tofu salad (wooohoooo). but haven't taste it yet, mayb later in the night as supper.

hoho~~ 2 achievement

2010-06-27T20:09:00.005+08:00

1st achievement, 26th June.
i created my own task reminder!! wooooohoooo
{
details:
- used JAVA and sorts of GUI functions
- files saving
- system tray and icons
}

2nd achievement, 27th June.
my spicy-sweet maggi goreng succeed!!!!!
plus i had yellow watermelon for Dessert, woohooo!!!!

ingredient used for maggi goreng:
- maggi mee (of course)
- roughly 50-100ml chilli sauce mixed with water
- soy sauce (i dunno how much, i just simply put when i think its necessary)
- fried toufu (i fry them from the raw ones)
- veggie
- organic egg
(this time didn't add any salt or pepper. shud try adding these next time)

the best weekend at the first half of the year, probably.

[Manga] The Lucifer and Biscuit Hammer - Hoshi no samidare

2010-06-07T19:46:00.003+08:00

The world is in mortal peril. Sir Noi Crezant, the Lizard Knight, has been sent to gain the aid of the great warrior Amamiya Yuuhi in hopes of finding the Princess Samidare and protecting the planet from the incredible 'Biscuit Hammer' poised to crack the Earth in two. Unfortunately Yuuhi wants no part of it, and the Princess doesn't prove to be the shining 'hero of justice' role model that Noi had hoped for.

*source from manga.watchanimeon.com

ok, to all those anime/manga fans that had read/watch a lot of anime/manga, basically this comic's plot is lame and seems boring, but it wasn't really that lame (at least for me). look at the last sentence of the intro, it says Yuuhi(the male protagonist) and Samidare(female protagonist) doesn't actually do as Noi had hoped for. in order words they actually wanna destroy the earth instead of saving it(sry a little spoiler here). and that is when the story starts to get my attention.
so, i would say this manga is great.

next goal

2010-05-11T12:59:00.002+08:00

this schedule of mine will not be affected by any of my unconfirmed schedule

- right after exam finished, learn C# as much as possible
- use the internship to try to know how to create graphic stuffs, or even create 3D, must be done in the first 2 week(expect i will fail one of the subject n forced to withdraw from internship)
- create my first graphic game.

electricty breakdown in kampar 24th Apr 2010

2010-04-24T20:40:00.002+08:00

i had experience a 3 hrs electricity breakdown through out the kampar town.

according to one of my friend and rumors overheard when neighbours were talking, the whole Kampar was affected, though some said 'old town' was fine. then i go update myself in the nearby Tesco, and a staff over there told me it's the whole Perak being affected but few cities/towns were chosen to be cut off from electricity completely in order to let others run. Kampar is one of the town being chose and the reason is because this town is one of the 'green environment friendly' town.

at first the electricity breakdown was told to last for 3-4 hrs, but in the end it was fortunate enough to last at the minimum: 3 hours. from the outer look, everyone is actually enjoying the breakdown because of the rare, but significant scene(i guess). at least me myself think that the moonlight was bright and beautiful, lighten up the whole pitch dark town.

overall, it was kinda shock to see such a serious breakdown, but the pitch dark scene is kinda cool and beautiful. so i won't say its such a bad thing (except my cell phone's battery was dead)

i lament

2010-04-21T23:51:00.001+08:00

and i also want to bath in the cold rain again.

i bath under the rain today

2010-04-12T18:21:00.001+08:00

it was..... GREAT!
cold and refreshing
and the scene which the water on the ground waves like the sea as the wind blows.
its like with the waters around, the wind is visible

some complains

2010-04-11T00:37:00.002+08:00

when i was in my worst stressful moment,
i tend to scream for help,
and in the end,
i waited so long,
that in the end i ended up solving the problem on my own.

i forgot when was the last time i received salvation in my worst moment,
or perhaps that actually never happen at all.
the most i get are,
helping hands when i don't really need them.
and the escaping hand when i face serious problem.

now, i stand up again from where i fell,
search solution to stop the problem on my own,
and continue walking again.

what i hate most is,
i can't find anything to comfort myself,
other than something that's technically not alive

a new life

2010-04-06T01:00:00.003+08:00

**....continued from 'the peaceful death'

i wake up without the help of alarm for the first time after a while. i step away from my bed, go to the washroom, and saw my messy hair, unshave beard from the mirror. it's a new life that i obtained. it's a new life i gained from 'that' man.
to prove that it is a new life, i must change. i'm no longer the past me, i'm no longer who i was, and i should not stay the way i did.

i quickly prepare myself, then walk out from my apartment and go to the nearest hair salon to get my hair cut. "welcome sir, how may i help you?" since i want to change, since i want to be different, since 'that' man said i'm longer the same as the common, so i believe it will be better if i really not act like one. so i decided to hold choose something that is special. "get me a hairstyle which no one has it in the neighborhood." maybe 'to stand out from the crowd' is what i want.

he seems troubled for a while, then he smiled and nodded. it took him almost an hour to get my hair cut and styling to be done, was what i asked really that hard to achieve? i used to take only 10 minutes in hair cutting in the past.
......
no, no more mentioning of the past.

"thank you, please visit us again."
probably no more next time. i believe i won't be staying at this city anymore. 'that' man said,
i won't age from now on. how true is his words, i'm not certain. but surviving from that fatal accident..... is definitely a miracle. Shaw said that.

Shaw, is the man who ignore my offer of taking the lottery, the man who tried his best to save me in my last moment, the man who take care of me even after i'm fully recovered, the man who i owed so much that i'm willing to give up my life for him.
.....
"hah..."
what a joke, i probably couldn't die anymore..... perhaps.

with the money in my pocket, the money gave by Shaw, i decided to use them to buy clothes which i don't had a chance before. clothes from boutique, not from stalls in the street market when there're sales. walking into the boutique, it makes me feel so uneasy of coming in. guess i really didn't get inside this kind of place so often in the past.
....
no more past.

i take a quick look on a few clothes, try them on, and bought it without thinking any further. but deep down in me, i still have my old habit, buying so many clothes at once, and also at such price. it hurts me. but i must get rid of this habit, i have to get rid of this habit, else, i couldn't change.
carrying 2 big bag of new clothes, i walk back home. while on the way, i keep thinking should i take a cab or not. but thanks to my old habit again, my old habit of 'great stinginess'. i didn't.
controlling my emotion after using so much money is meeting my limit. any more expenses may make me crazy. crazy? i wonder what i will do when i'm crazy.
....
ok, thinking like that is already crazy........ maybe no. that's just stupid

i opened my house's main door, put down the 2 bags, and notice that the floor is actually THAT dusty. this morning when i wake up, with my old clothes that its color was already faded to gray,
i really couldn't notice that the floor is THAT dusty. thanks to the 2 bags. the clean and white bags that has my new clothes inside, i realize how dirty my house had been. not just the floor,
my whole house looks like a house that is abandoned for 'ages'. well, i guess that's what will happen when i was hospitalized for almost 6 months. so i decided to put my clothes outside of the house, for some reason, outside is even cleaner than inside. i took my whole day cleaning, from the morning i'm back from hair cutting and buying clothes, until late evening. If you notice, i didn't mentioned i took my breakfast nor lunch. so i'm dead tired and hungry. after the long cleaning is finally complete, as i was just about to fall on the clean floor, i stop myself, and quickly go to bath, and that's probably the fastest bath i had ever did. it took 3 minutes. why am i in such hurry? because i'm very tired and i want to rest. but before that, i have to take my dinner,
which is perhaps the only meal i will take for today.

after the meal. it's already night time. though for the past me, it is still way too early....
....
no more past.
i'm tired, so i went to my bed. and take my probably-the-earliest-sleep-i-had-ever-took.

the peaceful death.

2010-03-31T00:45:00.006+08:00

"it's fake. it is nothing but fake. those hope i used to have, are nothing but fantasy." this is probably the 'last' feel i had. now the light is supposed to shine through my eyes...... is fading slowly, as if it is telling me that i got no hope.

...................
that morning i wake up, the letter on the table at the living room is the begin....... of me getting into deep despair. the words in the letter was written in a familiar handwriting. it is actually her handwriting. the one who hurts my feeling the most yesterday night. she said, so much she had suffered, which it is nothing if compare to my misery, leaving me is her only choice to live a better life. with fear in my heart, i opened the door of her room....
as i had expected, her room is already empty. what's worse, she left me piles of unpaid bills. all the money i gave her through the whole year, was not used to pay these bills. while i'm still not emotionally stable, the bell rings.... someone's here...... the debt collector, asking for the former owner of this room. even though she's not here, they're still asking for money. though it shouldn't have anything to do with me anymore, but i had no choice, no choice but to give them all i got. and maybe i was 'lucky', to have enough to pay off the debt. but now i really had nothing left.
searching around in the kitchen, i only found an expired food. which i know i had no choice but to take it. i won't care whether it is poisoned or not, 'cause i'm in such a despair i just want to die.
so if it is poisoned, then let me die.

after hours passed, i'm still alive, but only to suffer hunger again. now i really had nothing left to eat. i must do something. i must do something to this hell-like day. "it is only today being so bad,
so tomorrow all will be fine, and i should at least do something to make sure tomorrow is fine." and i encourage myself a little. so i went out, walk on the street, looking on the ground, searching for 'treasure'. and i found a piece of paper, with some numbers and words written on it. it's a lottery. it is not outdated yet. its result is to be announce by tonight. "it is stupid to put my hope in this paper". but contrary to my thoughts, i kept the paper in my pocket instead. i found a few aluminum cans, a few coin, a small pile of newspaper, and i was able to sell them off for extra few more coins. thanks to that, i'm able to get myself the 2nd meal of the day. but it is already time where i don't know it is lunch or dinner that i'm having.

after eating a little, i realize it is already time for the lottery number to be announced. i stand in front of an electronic goods shop, watching the television for free, and wait for the result to be announced. the minutes until the announcement seems to take years. i waited without hoping, so that i will feel better if the luck is really not with me.
the price is finally announced, the consolation is not mine, the 3rd prize is not mine, the 2nd prize is not mine either. and i doubt my eyes when i saw the 1st prize has the same number as the lottery i picked up earlier. tears flow out from my eyes. maybe because i don't eat enough so i don't have the strength to shout or jump. but still, i do my best and rush out out the street, heading to the lottery shop.

then things went blank for a second, i couldn't feel anything, my sight went blank, my thoughts faded. it seems that i had passed out for a little. when i gain my consciousness and open my eyes, the late evening sky is what i seen. the sky looks so sad, probably enough to represents my feeling before i know i hit a jackpot, but no more sadness now, the lottery is in my hand, and i know tomorrow will be a better life for sure.

as i'm trying to move, i realize i couldn't. i barely able to hear anything except a lady's scream. i think the voice came from my left side. i turn to left, to see the lottery in my left hand, tainted by red liquid. it is blood..... it is my blood. i finally gain all my sense, and my brain starts to react to the pain all over my body. my brain signals me, and tells me that my whole body is injured badly. i couldn't think well. i had no idea what happened. i suddenly saw a man approached me. then followed by him, few of ten people surrounded me. then i get to know another thing, i'm actually lying on the street.

why am i lying on the street?
why i had blood around me?
why people surround me?
why i heard someone said, "call the ambulance!"
who is injured?
i am injured?
why am i injured?

i had lots of unsolvable questions, but soon i was able to know something, which it answers all of my questions...... which is i had an accident, but i don't know what knocks me down, as i see only people surrounding me, blocking everything from my sight. i wanted to question how i got into accident, but i couldn't make a voice at all. so i decided to give up. i think it is no longer important, i believe having able to won the lottery when i'm in the worst day of my life,
is definitely too good to be true. i don't know why, but i want someone to claim the prize, not for me, at least for themselves, at least i could die in peace. why doing this could make me die in peace? i had no idea. i couldn't think of why as well.

i use my last strength, to give my lottery to the man who was trying to give me first aid.
"claim the prize before it is too late."
"stop talking. don't worry, you will be fine."
the man tried to calm me, it seems like he didn't know i already gave up everything. but i left no more strength to tell him how i feel nor what i thought. so i close my eyes and stay in peace.

(article re-edit at 17th May 2011. 00:25am)
***ask for fun question:
- how do you think the narrator's life was before this?
- do you think the narrator's death is really in peace?

earth hour 2010

2010-03-27T22:06:00.001+08:00

it's...............................
disappointing.

well i'm not sure about other areas,
but for the place i lived.
it is...
disappointing.
except those house that has no one,
the rest are lights on,
brightly.
like nothing is going on.

end of story.

cc, the blowjobber

2010-03-16T01:55:00.001+08:00

Hirr Zaphrait {the storm begins} says:
wat is blowjob?

(;゜▽゜) カグツチヽ(゜▽、゜)ノ says:
wow you're serious?
well, blowjob is a healthy activity
if you do it , you're a GREAT MAN

untitled 22022010

2010-02-22T17:21:00.002+08:00

from thee i saw,
the never ending storm.
to thee i wish,
a break in between.

from thee i receive,
the beautiful starry night.
to thee i say,
a never ending happiness.

from thee i notice,
the infinitely expanding sky.
to thee i swear,
a change of myself.

from thee i accept,
the unseen request.
to thee i promise,
now is the time.

picture from the star

2010-01-18T19:20:00.005+08:00

lebih kurang harap halal....

part of a certain conversation

2010-01-02T00:01:00.003+08:00

LittleDes says:
he took your eat balls and eat
it

Hirr Zaphrait says:
............
he ate my balls???
ooh............no....................

LittleDes says:
i mean eye ball*
balls*

Hirr Zaphrait says:
oh no!!!!!!!!!!!!!
my balls!!!!!!!!
they're my precious

LittleDes says:
hehe...
muahaha....
now do i sound evil
hehe...

Hirr Zaphrait says:
i dont know u liked balls

LittleDes says:
not me okay
it's the guy

Hirr Zaphrait says:
oh noooo!!!!!
that guy liked my balls!!!!!!!!!
nononono, why would he want my balls when he already got 2
he wanted to hav 4 balls??

LittleDes says:
lolz...
can't help it
he can't help it

Hirr Zaphrait says:
what?
he needed my balls that bad?

LittleDes says:
yeah to be honest he doesn't had eye balls that's why he needed your balls
that bad

Hirr Zaphrait says:
if he don't have balls then how can he eat mine?
i meant he can't even know where my balls are

LittleDes says:
come on don't you know that blind people can sense with touch

Hirr Zaphrait says:
O.o so he get to know my balls by touching them???

LittleDes says:
yup

Hirr Zaphrait says:
but its common sense that i wont let him
i can't let him eat my balls ma
then how he's going to do?

LittleDes says:
well...i dunno

Hirr Zaphrait says:
thought you will know how he did it

LittleDes says:
hmmm....
of course becoz he had eaten your two balls
he took another two balls to put on his eyes

Hirr Zaphrait says:
ooh noooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
my balls!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
nooooooooooo
i must get them back!!!!!!!!!
they're my precious!!!!!!!!!!

LittleDes says:
too late
he had gone to a place
where no one can find him

Hirr Zaphrait says:
nooooooooooooooo
my balls!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LittleDes says:
haha...
the end

Hirr Zaphrait says:
sob sob
alright, i gonna take my bath liao
actually until now i also didnt bath

LittleDes says:
that's y the man want to get your balls lah
you so smelly
haha....

Hirr Zaphrait says:
what? he liked my balls cuz its smelly?
he liked smelly balls?

LittleDes says:
yup
can't you believe it
?

Hirr Zaphrait says:
of course
how would someone liked smelly stuffs
and of all things he liked balls

LittleDes says:
well this is a weird an
man*

Hirr Zaphrait says:
more than weird i believe

LittleDes says:
oklah
go bath lah

Hirr Zaphrait says:
lolol
okok
yesh madam

untitled

2010-01-01T23:33:00.001+08:00

ah,
i forgot to write something at Dec.

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa it ended!!!

the lonely blog

2009-11-27T22:38:00.001+08:00

last time someone post in the chatbox was.... September.

last time someone comment in my post........ was July.

wuuuuwaaa....... but nvm. lol

unluckily 2009 (updated to 29th)

2009-10-26T09:52:00.004+08:00

starts from 22th.
morning time, my glasses broke all of the sudden, though i didnt fall down nor knock it or something.
evening time, my friend fetch me to get another new spec.
while walking to the shop(just 1m distance), my slipper tear apart.
then i go to mini market and tried to buy a new slipper but found myself had no more money.
so i had to borrow money from my friend.
ends for 22th.

25th, i drop my wallet at the evening.

26th morning. magically my RM50 which kept inside of the drawer gone. while no one is in my house. my doors all locked.

in total, i lose more than RM300 if include fee of remaking IC, money lost, fee of getting a new spec.

then today(29th), i bought 6.30pm ticket bek to KL.
my phone sot jor. keep on auto turn off.
i tried to called my friend since 5.30++
finally get in contact with my friend, he rush to fetch me n rush to ktm station
late liao
so thought i could buy ticket again, mayb 10pm's

but kampar's ktm ppl lazy, 5pm close liao
then i want online book and borrow printer to print ticket.
ktm change policy, booking ticket nid to be 48hrs before train leave
then my sister ask me to take bus.
i smsed and see if anyone know what time bus station close normally,
no one knows, but at least they left me the bus station's number.
when i call, bus station d ppl said today no more ticket to KL

end of story. *clap hands*

stargazing!!! wooohoooo

2009-10-17T06:32:00.003+08:00

googling around, i found this site - http://my.execpc.com/60/B3/culp/astronomy/

its 17th Oct, 2am+

i woke up, take my 'breakfast', check around the net for guides on stargazing.

after found a few useful site. i start to track down the stars one by one.

it took my around 2hrs to track down half of the south sky. which stars that i tracked down r just the easier/common seen ones, there're more minor stars around them which i couldn't track them down in time.

in this 2 hrs stargazing, i notice a few shooting star, which i doubt is it possible or not cuz i used to think that shooting stars r not that common and shouldn't be able to witness them a few times in 1 night. if what i saw is not imagination, then i did, saw 4-5 shooting stars.

a nice experience, dunno should i be glad that i didn't join my friend's trip or not, cuz if i did i may not able to stargaze and track down few stars which i had nvr been able to.

ruined life 2nd version

2009-10-05T17:33:00.000+08:00

i slept at morning, wake at evening.

i'm doom....

17th Sep

2009-09-18T02:44:00.002+08:00

wake at 2pm+
go out at around 3.30pm.
was planning to take my meal after i pay the electric bill,
but joe no.2 suggest me to revision first, then later take dinner earlier than usual.
so i go to my sven's house n start revision,
in the middle i was hungry, so i eat some biscuits n bread in sven's house first.
when its around 6pm, i thought its time to take my dinner,
but unluckily, rain starts falling(again, it just temporary stopped at afternoon)

the rain falls for a long time, so long until 11pm actually.
so be4 that, sven cooked some instant noodle for me to kill my hunger at near 7pm.
since i always eat a lot, so that little instant noodle is definately not enough for me.
very soon, around 8.30pm i started hungry again.
but i still endure my hunger, so stays in sven's house til 11pm, then only i called joe no.2
after he comes and fetch me, he said he got few more question needed to ask me.
so i go to his house first, then teach n explain him a few things.
ended up i took almost 2 hrs, which its around 1am then only i can take my meal.

since i had hunger for quite a long time, so i order a lot of food.
1 roti pisang, 1 maggi goreng double, 2 drinks.
but the waiter made mistake, gives me 2 roti pisang.
so in the end i eat 3 food(2 roti+maggi), and have 2 drinks.
i was very full, actually even now still very full.
now i reach home, at around 2.30am.

today i had leave my house for around 11 hrs, from 3.30pm to 2.30am w00t!

13th Sep 09

2009-09-13T04:51:00.003+08:00

ok, i'm lost. i just finished my anime, but now i dunno wat to do next.
now is 4.52am in my pc's time.

listening to music, i'm writing my post,
the other tab in my Mozilla is RC,
in my mind is a hell lot of things,
"study CoA? play with codes? anime again? online games? offline games? or even take a late night walk?(more like early walk)"
so i ended up opening my blog, checking others, read a bit(really a bit only), then start writing my post.

so, what?
simply write something i had done today.
ok, start with 7.50am+/- my alarm rang, i wake up - close it - fall back to bed.
8am joe no.2 gimme a morning wake up call,
8.25 finished preparing, breakfast.
8.30am+ reach school.
talk bout wat we had read, discuss what we remember after reading, bla bla so on
til 9am, go in class n exam starts.
11am come out, then go to take lunch
cc calls while on the way, asking us to take lunch together.
after lunch go home lie on floor for 1 hr, then wake up and use the last few minutes to revise all over again for the 2pm test.
1.30pm, wake to my fren's house, wait him to fetch me to school.
1.50pm+, reached school again, put down files, take out exam slip, go to the exam class.
2pm, exam starts, i look over all 5 questions.
a bit unbelievable is, the one i can do well the most is theory question, which usually i'm very bad at.
3pm finished my test, double check again
3.10+ felt boring, so leave the exam class already.
thought my fren would come out before 3.30pm. so i waited him.
=.= darn, he ended up 4.10pm only come out from the building.
in between 3.30-4pm, i took a walk in the new buildings.
"ooh wow" is what i keep on saying as i looked at the new place.
inside the building is not bad, outside is also good.
inner part is a bit like park, go walk path which has plants at both sides of the path.
but the walking path havent done building yet, so i turn back when i reach the unfinished part.
at the unfinished path there, there're a few booth, seems like its for student to stay inside for...... sightseeing? cuz around is really like a park with plants, small river, then there're the east lake to look at, some flowers.
well, if Kampar Utarian is reading this, and if u havent been to the new blocks, go ahead and take a look, cuz it is nice.
but since its not completely done building yet, so u might see some bug running around(for the deeper part, outer part already has quite some cars and student being around so no problem).
besides bugs, inner part's building's toilet n few rooms are not done, and it somehow smells(either its from the incomplete toilet or the soil used for planting).
ok, done talking bout the new blocks.

4.20pm+ reach home, start playin games.
without realising, its already 7.40pm, so i walk out for dinner.
coincidently i saw my friends r on their way to dinner as well.
then coincidently again i saw another friend of mine who should b living in West lake, appearing in tmn kampar perdana(aka East lake).
well then, after dinner is, back to home of course.
continue game again, til 10pm++, or mayb 10.30pm? anyway, i was tired, so i though i could use some rest.
and then i 'restover' and wake up to found tat its 2.30am already.
darn =.= my biological clock upside down again.
since its already 6hrs since my last meal, so of course i'm hungry.
make a cup of tea, took my supper while watching anime.
after finished eating, continue anime til the begin of my post.

so now my post ended at 5.10am(my pc's time again of course).
to all my friends having problem in exam, may the force be with you all.(since i could careless about the exams)

ruined life style

2009-08-30T21:32:00.003+08:00

4.15pm - wake up(=.= darn 'early' aint i)
6.30pm - after staying in front of pc for 2 hrs, then only i start to eat something
7.00pm - continue games and anime
8.00pm - go out buy bread+jam for breakfast
9.30pm - found something i liked in Sven Fish's blog.

anyone know who this is?

9.35pm - writing this post.
9.36pm - stuck of dunno what to do next.

report on 29th Aug, or shoud i say 30th Aug?

2009-08-30T06:40:00.001+08:00

4.30am, drink coffee, eat bread
6.30am, found myself still playing computer games
6.45am, wondering should i keep going or go sleep.

report on 29th Aug, or shoud i say 30th Aug?

2009-08-30T06:40:00.000+08:00

4.30am, drink coffee, eat bread
6.30am, found myself still playing computer games
6.45am, wondering should i keep going or go sleep.

today's 'report' August 27, 2009

2009-08-27T17:38:00.001+08:00

2.30pm. wake up

wash face, laze a bit, sit in front of the pc, chat a bit, make a cup of tea.

5pm. drank 2 cup of Earl Grey(bought from Tesco), eat 5 pieces of bread with strawberry jam.

5.30pm. writing all these stuffs in blogspot.com. plan to edit this post back later.

Yoshi!!

2009-08-22T20:50:00.001+08:00

alright, i had finally set where my first visit should be in Jap in the future.

Satte, Saitama.
as an otaku, as a lucky star fans, i cannot prevent/stop/dont go this place.
and as a reminder of this place's location. i plan to put the detail in here.

anyone else who r interested also can take a look from the following link.
http://aaroninjapan09.wordpress.com/2009/08/20/isumi-konatas-house/

日本語のポスト　１

2009-08-17T01:56:00.002+08:00

“眠れない！！！！！！”
“詰まらない！！！！！”
“やる気がない！！！！！”
“遊びたい！！！！”
“でも宿題がある！！！！”

i had no idea what title it should be

2009-08-17T01:25:00.002+08:00

so........
blog should be updated from time to time,
not doing so,
will resulting in.............

...what was it again?
forget it, i will write it down again next time when i remember.

so, what should i write now.
nothing come into my mind
besides "i wanna watch anime! i wanna play games!! i dont wanna go school tml"

but reality is always cruel,
i cannot do what i want to.
oh, i know what i can write in this post liao.

"TODAY'S NIGHT SKY IS FULL OF STARS AGAIN!!! WOOOHOOO!!!"
but now raining liao...

night of 08/08/2009

2009-08-08T21:01:00.002+08:00

tonight's sky is full of stars.
its so daaaaaaaaamn beautiful.

man, i should hav bought a mat or something so i can put it on the field and lie on it.
then watch the sky for hours.

wonder when will such starry night comes again.

today's report 7/8/09

2009-08-07T16:22:00.002+08:00

slept at 4am, then wake at 4pm =.=(exactly 12 hrs of sleep)
prepared thing to be eat at 4.30pm.
going to eat now.

4.40++ data comm test is out!!! oh sheet! stop eating after knowing this

GG v0.2

2009-07-24T19:34:00.000+08:00

week 9(27th July-1st Aug)
1. data struct assessment due
2. data struct mid-term
3. database mid-term
4. moral mid-term
5. data communication lab test

GG

2009-07-24T08:30:00.002+08:00

1. sleep at 2am and wake by raindrops at 6am.
2. 8am jor still raining(cannot go out)
3. waste time waiting for the rain to stop while i'm damn tired.
4. just realise my clothes washed yesterday are still in the washing machine.
5. mid-term is actually at week 9.
6. my data struct's code is still not working well.
7. my house's internet acc is still cut and not back yet.

pls let me RIP.

funny videos from youtube

2009-07-17T17:35:00.003+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=thswwWFw5gM

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HpfH4vqlfmk

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rhSEqWRgmQk

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J5z4Vs26-TI

hmm......... will hav more next time

muttons at midnight. from podcast.sg(singapore's FM)

2009-07-05T01:02:00.002+08:00

1,2,3
muttons ball, muttons ball, hanging on the waaall~~
one is big, one is small, not balanced at aaall~~
hey!
muttons ball, muttons ball, u can eat them raaaw~~
u can hang them in your hall,
use them as your core(or cord? nid help in putting this part).

something done out of boredom - very random

2009-07-01T01:31:00.003+08:00

"random" again.
i see it quite often, from few of my fren's blog, always random random random.
i'm waiting the random metaphormosis into condom.

anyway, i will post a random line to make things seems more random.
'fish is fishy and say "ish!" then shit on the sheet'

another one,
'buta is pig and not blind, blind buta is buta and also a pig, pig is buta but not blind'

jobstreet forum!!!

2009-06-23T18:31:00.002+08:00

jobstreet forum
i am known to this forum at the last Saturday, it seems like jobstreet just has this forum recently.

so it is very new, and little topics of course, but it is growing(since its the famous jobstreet's forum)

i last heard that the members has reach 1000.

so, well, join if u can. contribute ur knowledge(any field, from language to I.T.) if u wan, or ask question u wan to.

next week is K-On's last episode!!

2009-06-15T00:54:00.000+08:00

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!!!!!!!!!!!!!
next week last jor aaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!
cannot see Yui, Mio, and Mugi anymore aaaaaaa!!!!!!!!(sry for not mentioning Ritsu, cuz it sounds like my name)

something done out of boredom - untitled(cuz i also don't know what title to put)

2009-06-10T23:53:00.004+08:00

the rhythm that pass by my ears from my back,
tells me how sad it is,
tells me how hard it tried,
tells me how lonely it felt.

i tried to look for the source of that rhythm,
but i couldn't get to it,
it disappeared right after i turn back.
i gave up looking for it,
and continue on my journey.

then the rhythm flies by me again,
somehow i can tell it is from the same source.
the rhythm turned softer now,
somewhat happier,
again i try to turn back and look for the source.

it disappeared again,
but i was managed to track which direction it is from.
ignoring my current journey,
i walk towards that direction.

i found someone,
looking at me and smiled,
tells me how thankful she felt.
as no one heard her voice,
no one felt the rhythm.

she said she sang when she is sad,
she said she sang when she is lonely,
hoping someone would listen to her,
as a way for her to relieve her stress.
but no one heard her,
she thought no one would listen to such rhythm,
so she tried to sang with other feelings,
and her song has finally reached someone.

she thank me again and again,
and left.
i didn't had the chance to talk to her.
i am just able to watch her left like that.
i thought myself,
"well, she seems fine now, everything should be alright"
then i continue my journey again.

everything went black after that,
until i realize i'm lying on my bed,
listening to the music that is playing from my computer.
after a while then only i know,
i just had a dream.

i wake up, drink some water,
take up my phone and check the time,
it is still early morning,
so i go back to my bed again hoping to be able to get more sleep.

the last thing in my mind before i am asleep is
"i hope that rhythm will come again"

For Guet Peng

2009-06-04T20:30:00.001+08:00

'Tagged' ignored.

something done out of boredom - story 1: the lost of the sweet smile

2009-05-20T21:22:00.003+08:00

"thanks for the meal~"
Minnie stopped eating and tried to leave her seat with some leftovers.
"eat them all, don't waste the food" dad scold her again.
"eew......"
as usual she hate those bitter vegetables and chillies,
so she often left them when dad is not coming back for dinner from work.
dad will scold her if he is around.

my dad is... kind of strict... though i hardly scold by him.
i don't know if he is really strict, but Minnie seems to always do the wrong thing and scold by him.
"why is daddy always scold me? is daddy hate me?"
Minnie often ask me this, i'm not sure why, so i just follow that mom said to her a lot.
"because u r naughty, so he scold u."
"then what should i do?"
"become a good girl then."
"how?"
that beats me, i don't know how to answer her.

after thinking awhile, i suggest her to follow what i do,
since what i hardly scold by dad, so perhaps my action won't make him angry,
or so i thought.

one day, when i was helping mom preparing for dinner
Minnie came by and said she want to do what i'm doing: helping mom.
without second thought, Minnie just grab up a knife and intend to chop the potatos,
then she slip her hand and slightly cut her hand.

then she cry out loud of course,
dad come into the kitchen first, followed by mom.
"are you alright? why are you in the kitchen? if you want to play then just play at somewhere else"
dad's tone is a bit strong.
Minnie cry even louder and run to mom.
in Minnie's eyes, dad is angry at her,
but from our view, it is obvious that dad is too worry bout her and lose himself a little.

there was a day,
the worst day for our family.
"isn't dad should be back by now?" i asked my mom
"i'm not sure, but i think he should be here any moment.

then there is a call from the hospital,
saying dad is involved in an accident,
and he is in a very serious status.
Minnie, mom and i rush to the hospital and wait outside the surgery room.
after a few hours, the doctor come out.
"please stay with him, tonight might be his final night"
doctor told that to my mom, and i overheard it.

"daddy! daddy"
Minnie is rush inside the room,
crying and clinging at dad.
dad open his eyes, looked at Minnie, then slowly open his mouth.
"what is the time now?"
i looked at the clock on the wall outside the room,
"around 11.50pm..."
"thank god... there're still.... 10 more minutes...."
it seems like he need a lot of energy to just to say those few words,
"Minnie..."
"daddy....."
"happy birthday.... sorry i broke your present"
"daddy, are you going to be alright?"
we all know he won't, but we don't want to hurt Minnie.
"yes, dad will be alright" i answered
then dad continue his words,
"Minnie... you are.... 1 year.... older already....... u r grown up now.... so don't left any food again...."
"i will, daddy"
"and.... don't talk with your mouth full........"
"en....."
"Ying.... take care of your little sister."
"yes, dad"
"honey.... sorry for not able to stay up for dinner often....."
mom is already crying out, i'm surprised that i'm not.
"it's ok"
"sorry..... for...."

dad closed his eyes and passed.
Minnie keep on asking why he closed his eyes,
we can't help but to lie that he is asleep.
"lets go outside, Minnie"
i hold on Minnie's hand and go out of the room.
mom is still inside and crying.

it is been days after that, the whole house is very quiet.
the lively Minnie stay in her room most of the time,
reading on her books aloud.
mom's face is pale, but she still push herself that she fell sick later.
Neighbours helped us out while mom is sick.

after 1 month, Minnie start to ask me where did dad go,
dad's longest trip to work is only 2 weeks, so Minnie is starting to feel not right.
so i lied again, and said that he had gone to heaven.
"when will he be back?"
i told Minnie that he won't because heaven is very very very far away.
"why is he going so far? is he still angry at me? i'm a good girl now, i read books, i finish all food, i didn't talk when eating. did i do something wrong again?"
"no Minnie, u didn't, but he have to go no matter what"
"why? i don't want that! i want daddy! why is he going away"
"can't you just accept it!!! he is not here anymore, he cannot be here anymore, understand!!"
i lose my temper, everyday is stressing after dad's death.
Minnie cried, and run to her own room.

it is already been a month,
the whole house lost the smiles,
and i'm really surprise that i didn't cry at all.
"cuz you're too sad so you can't cry anymore."
Yan said that to me when i told him and Yu Zhe about this.
"it will be better if you're able to cry, cuz u will feel better that way"
even so, my tears still won't come out.

years passed,
Minnie is already in primary school,
all these years after dad's death,
Minnie didn't smile at all.
the most sweet smiles in the house,
is now gone.

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author's note:"sorry for the bad english, and please leave comment of the storyline"

something done out of boredom - speech : Time to Rain

2009-05-08T23:43:00.004+08:00

after watching supernatural, my another anime haven't done downloaded yet, so i plan to kill some time in here while waiting for it to be done downloaded.
here's the speech(i don't know if this is really consider as a speech):

"i like raining, i hate raining,
i like raining at the night,
i hate raining at the morning,
i like raining at the dawn,
i hate raining at evening,
i don't hate raining at the noon,
nor do i like it,
afternoon is hot,
so i prefer rain,
afternoon has class,
so i don't hope to rain,
and i decided,
afternoon is fine,
for it to rain or not.

at night i hope it to rain,
'cause i want to have a cold night sleep,
at dawn i hope it to rain,
'cause i am still sleeping,
i hate raining at morning,
'cause i am awaken already,
i hate raining at the evening,
'cause the sunlight will be gone quickly,
covered by the dark clouds,
making the night comes sooner,
make me feel the darkness had overpower the light......."

that will be the first speech i made(actually to be more precise is the first speech i publish in blog), will have more when i'm free and i had the mood for it(though it doesn't seems to be attractive).

continue to just now's "oh f***, i forgot!!!!"

2009-05-07T18:27:00.002+08:00

great, i just receive a call and it seems like my spm result cannot be used, cuz it is a transcript not the true copy of certificate.

continue from just now's post,
i had forgot where i put my certificate,

worse,
i don't even sure i had get it or not.

great, one after another, then i guess tml something real serious should happen as my bad feeling havent gone yet.

so far my greatest case of "oh f***, i forgot it!!!!"

2009-05-07T16:30:00.003+08:00

i would forgot to pay the bill,
i would forgot when my exam is,
i would forgot to bath,
i would forgot today's date,
i would forgot what i was planning to do,
i had forgot my parents' birthday,
i had forgot my eldest sister's birthday,
i never recall knowing my elder sister's birthday(means i don't even hav a rough idea when),
i had forgot to bring my key out when i locked my door, and it happened twice with 1 time i was half naked after bath,
i had forgot some promises i made,
sometimes i forgot what i have done few minutes ago.

yesterday i just had my worst 'forgot-something-important', i forgot bout ptptn's due date is 8th, which i only had a few days left to settle things up, so i ended up rushing everything along with doing revision for exam.(revision+exam+ptptn, i won't say they're the worst combination in the world but they're close to it.)

today, exam is over, i thought of finalizing all the documents needed for the ptptn and pass it up.
my last work is to print a few things, when i was trying to grab my stuffs(phone, key, wallet), i found that my wallet is gone. (yay~ after stressing in exam now stress for money)

i search for hours in my room, at the road i took to go home, all possible areas.
in the end i had finally found my wallet, which i had left it in the printing shop.
by the time i had found it, it is already going to be 5pm. which i won't make it for my ptptn documentation(since civil offices closed at around 5pm)

i left my wallet when i was trying to check all documents after done my payment, so i put my wallet aside and check the documents, then leave for home. the result is i forgot to take it back.

and today i break my record of 'forgot-something-important' with forgetting my wallet, and it is like it will continue to become worse and i will keep on breaking my record since yesterday.
so i hope there is some physicians or phychologist or whoever that can help me, to make me hav better memory.
my memory span is getting closer and closer to a goldfish's.

if my bad feeling is still around, then mayb tml i break my record again with something bigger(lets pray that i don't as it is possible to be something so bad that will hurt the others)

Swine Flu

2009-04-29T18:48:00.005+08:00

for my friends in Kampar, especially those living in Kampar Perdana(aka east lake), u guys most probably didn't read newspaper or watch TV's news lately.(cuz no TV to watch, and no 7-11 nearby to sell u newspaper, mayb tesco got? i don't know.)

anyway..... well....
what i wanna say is that recently there're flu going around in the western country, and according to malaysia's Health Director had confirmed no influenza found YET in Malaysia, so for those who kena fever or something similar, pls go to hospital ASAP even though its exam time now.

please go here to read more bout this flu.
if the information there is not enough, google around with the keyword 'swine flu'.

in case u lazy to read, i copy paste something (considered) very important from the site.

Which countries have had cases of the swine flu?

-The World Health Organisation (WHO) has confirmed human cases of swine flu in Mexico, the United States, Canada and Spain. Only Mexico has reported death from the new strain.

though only Mexico has reported deaths, but this means this Flu can kills!!! so it is very dangerous, though Malaysia has no report of having this YET, but who knows later u kena lottery of being the first person get this flu in Malaysia.

What can I do to protect myself from the swine flu?

-There is no vaccine available right now to protect against the swine flu.

and........ no vaccine available yet, shit.

- Avoid touching your eyes, nose or mouth.
zzzz, how to avoid touching those.
- Wash your hands often with soap and water, especially after you cough or sneeze. Alcohol-based hand cleaners are also helpful
i guess we had to wash our hands everytime before we touch it.
the following part is kinda interesting.

How does it spread?

Swine flu viruses do not typically infect humans though they do occur through close proximity or contact with infected PIGS or contaminated areas. Cases of human-to-human spread have been documented.

lol, NO PORK!.
but actually.....

Can people catch swine flu by eating pork?

No. Swine influenza viruses are not transmitted by food. Eating properly handled and cooked pork and pork products is safe. Cooking pork to an internal temperature of 70ºC and above kills the swine flu virus.

so u still can eat pork, but make sure the restaurant chef r not so lazy that will simply cook the pork for only a few minutes(and temperature is below 70ºC) and serve it to u.

ok, so that's all i'm going to say. take care and don't get caught of the flu.
May the Force be with You, and me, and everybody.

YUI's new song, FullMetal Alchemist new season OP

2009-04-10T02:37:00.002+08:00

YUI's new song is out!! weee!!!! it's called Again
FMA has new season and it's out too!!!! woooo!!!!!!!!

for YUI fans, u might want the TV version of this song to put as your ringtone, it works as good as Rolling Star(TV version) with different feel.

here's the link for it
FullMetal_Alchemist - Again (TV Size)

i will not post the link for the full version,
the first reason will be the copyright thingy.
2nd reason is, quite many people upload it so just google around and u will get one.

for those who doesn't know, i had heard this new season of FMA's storyline is following the manga version, so you guys might want to read it if you can't wait for the next episode.
here the link for the manga FMA Manga.
i'm sorry for those who can't read chinese, as i'm lazy to search for english-sub.

earth hour 2009 in kampar

2009-03-28T22:19:00.002+08:00

its raining, i thought that many people will ignore this event as turn off the light will make them cannot do many things, and the best way to kill the 1 hour without light is to go out somewhere else which doesn't had earth hour.

well, as i thought, when i was in Westlake house, there're only a small group(around 4 people) gathering at the middle of the basketball court. they're lighting up candles in the rain, with umbrella on top to keep the candle away from raindrop.

as time goes, people notice our presence. more and more people start to gather in the basketball court. a few ten minutes later, the court is full of people. then there's someone suddenly shout out "turn off the light" towards houses that still have their lights on.
soon enough the others are following, but for a short while only.

around 9pm, half an hour before earth hour end. there's a girl suggest us to have a parade walking around the housing area. everyone agreed and we start walking.
while walking, there're always someone lead the group to shout "turn off the light" towards houses that didn't turn their lights off, and this process was just keep on continue until the
parade was finished.

i saw 1 chinese guy and 1 malay both holding a great camera like the one photographer use, and take pictures of the scene. i wonder r they journalist.

too bad i dont have any camera nor my phone can take photos, if not i will post some photo in here.

well, my blog is too plain too be notice so i can just ignore posting pictures here since almost no one will be looking at my blog anyway.

Comment on Supernatural Season 4 Episode 16

2009-03-22T01:41:00.003+08:00

OMG!!!
this is getting more and more and more and more and more exciting.
i must say, the author for this story is great.
for being able to make it so excited.

there're 2 things that shocks me in this episode.
but well, i'm not going to say what it is, or else i will be giving spoilers.

for anyone who haven't watch supernatural
tell ya, season 1 is kind of normal/quite alright/not bad,
but as the story goes, it gets more and more excited.
season 4 is the most excited season i had ever watch. i just can't stop being surprised of how the story develop.

K.I.S. (Full English Version) chapter 1 - Yan's first day to school

2009-03-14T00:14:00.015+08:00

My Alarm rang.
i closed it, woke up
and have a big yawn.

today is 6th of January, Monday.
i will be starting to study and live in this city that i had left for around 4 and a half years.
to be more exact, that will be 1662 days.
why do i know the exact number?
because i was too boring yesterday and i did the calculation.

after having no one staying for so long, the house was nested by dust and spider webs.
but i only took half of the day to finish cleaning this 'abandoned' house.
and after cleaning, i still have another half day to spend.
usually, i will be doing the usual: playing computer games or skate around the area with my in-line.
but my computer and my in-line are the only things that my brother missed out when sending them to the delivery service.

"oh no, i forgot! no wonder i felt like i was missing something. i had actually reminded myself for many times but in the end i still ended up forgetting it because of being too busy. haha"

'haha' my foot, i bet he did it in purpose.
he is not the type that will do such mistake.
after all, he is the guy who had been promoted from a regular worker into a head department in less than 1 year time, and then became a Manager after another 2 years.
as to why he did it, the reason will be his usual way of 'joke'.

so after getting up, i brushed my teeth, cleaned up my face, opened the fridge for raw food and other ingredients, cooked my breakfast, and eat it.
then i found myself left quite some free time after all the works.
so i read the newspaper with the radio tuned on.
though usually i will be listening to my computer's music rather than the radio's.
............

i had spent my free time, then i took my leave to the school.
going out at this time is perfect as i will not reach there too early nor i will be late.
The school i'm going now, is called Kammzet International School.
As the name says, it is an international school, developed from senior high school to a school that combine both senior and junior high, and now joined as a 6 years high school.
currently, it has over 7000 students from different countries.

This is one great school i had ever seen in my life.
the school's land is just keep on expanding each year, making most newcomers get lost easily even with maps provided.
well, for me, i'm not the type who will get lost easily, and i had been to this school before when i was young, picking up my brother after he finished his class.
i'm not bad with navigating, so i won't be confused by the map.
and even if the place changes without updating the map, i'm sure i would at least able to get to the event hall, since it is a big huge and can be spot easily.
hmm........... as for the name 'Kammzet'.
well, it is taken from the founder, a man whose name is called Kammzet.
eventually, this city's name is also called Kammzet.
why?
because this man is the one, who found this place to have many resources, from metals to oil, and made it into a well-developed city.
in fact, this is the most developed city in the country, though it is not being labeled as the main city of the country.
besides, he had also save the city's economic crisis a few years ago, making him quite a legend.
though he don't call himself a mayor, but actually he is really acting like one.
also, he is not that simple.
this city, is not 100% under controlled by this country's government.
the government has less than 15% control power over this city, as i heard from my brother.
i wonder how he did it, and i wonder wasn't this city is more like a small country this way?
...................
whatever...

in the way walking school, i felt nostalgia of almost everything, it is been almost 5 years since i last walk at this road in the morning after all.
i can't help myself from not enjoying the morning breeze, it is just too comfortable that i want to lie on the ground and sleep.
well, i did that for a few times before, not on the middle of the road i'm walking on right now of course, but on the field nearby, along with Yuzhe and Ying.
that time was one of the few wonderful i ever had moment.
.............
geez, i'm reminiscence again.
i had lost count of how many times i did it since yesterday.
can't be helped, i guess that is normal after leaving my hometown for so long.

while reminiscence of every single thing i saw, i found myself already at the school's east gate.
alright, according to my calculation, i should used around 10 minutes to finish my transfer procedure, 15 minutes to briefly explore the place, after that i will be in the event hall waiting for opening ceremony to start.
things worked just as i expected, only the part: "15 minutes to briefly explore the school".
i get lost....... and because of getting lost, i didn't get to explore at all.
but somehow i walked in the direction to the event hall without knowing.(though i didn't saw any big hall around. but i just reached it and only realized the trees around are almost the height of the hall)
i'm not late for the open ceremony, i didn't take far more than 15 minutes either but.....
i failed the part "briefly explore the school". i really had no idea what place i had been. with all the trees around the places, it sure looks like a maze.
come to think of it, the last time i came here is 7 years ago, when my brother is having his graduation ceremony. i guess i had underestimated the changes this place can made within 7 years.
and also........
darn the outdated map.

the open ceremony is finished......
here i am in my new class.
the seat is chosen by student instead of being fixed or random by teacher, unlike my previous school.
so i choose my favorite seat: the one at the last row.
people always had their attention on me in my previous school.
probably because i had cause quite some fuss before.
well, i did not want it to happen, i just can't helped it.

it all started on the 3rd day i attended that school,
a common case that can be seen almost everywhere: students being bullied,
happened when i was going home after school,
being teased is still endurable, but snatching my bag and try to get my purse is what gets me fight off. to begin with, that time i was in bad mood after being teased- i mean 'used' by my brother. so i would lose my temper easily that time.
and so, without noticing, i already wear on my glove and beaten them all to the ground.
my glove had iron attached on them, so each hit is mostly fatal.
i kept on hitting each of them until i realized what i was doing.
and when i stopped, they were already seriously wounded,
to the extent that they were needed to be sent to the hospital.
Then the next morning i was called by the student council to be questioned.
they understand my situation, and forgive me for hurting the others with 2 reason:
-those delinquents are already big trouble maker for them until they can't do anything
-first time is always allow to be spared
but that wasn't a happy ending, or should i said, that is not even the end yet.

the delinquents that were hurt by me keep on getting more of their kind to attack me.
in this case 'to get their revenge on me' would be much more suitable.
and i was forced to increase the cases of gangsters lying on the middle of the road.
.... the event's seriousness extent to the state where local newspaper had the cases put on it,
but luckily it is not in the front page,
and also luckily they didn't know the culprit.
or i will be damned in many ways.
only very few teachers and some people from the student council know it was me who did it.
but still, rumor spreaded.
and made me a fearsome beast to other people.
so, that will be the reason why people always had their attention on me.
because they are either afraid of me or mistaken me as other bullies and hated me.

end of recalling, back to now. i was in the class looking for seat.
there's only 1 seat left in the last row, i supposed i am in a little luck.
i put down my bag, and i overheard 3 guys talking.
"that girl over there is cute!"
"no, the one behind her is cuter"
"wow, she has nice legs."
people said, guys tend to talk about those things a lot, especially when in the age of teenage, and it is very normal.
but i had no interest in it, so should i conclude myself as an abnormal male teen?
well, those 4 and a half years i spend in other city, there's 2 years i was suffering from seeing too much lust.
it was my brother's girlfriend.....
alright, i will NOT talk about it, i feel disgusted even by just thinking about her.

"stupids...."
i say that out naturally, even though i tried to keep it in my mind only.
after that, i left the class. to take a walk around the building ONLY, as wandering around the whole building won't make me lost.
and to avoid that happening again i must at least know how the building structure is.

after a while, i got it back to my class without getting lost.
but, shoot......
the class was already started....
everyone was looking at me as i opened the door and disturbed the teacher in the middle of her speech.
well well, this scene is kind of familiar, i guess i had seen it before in my previous school, probably in this situation it is slightly better.
i quickly go back to my seat and sit down.
the teacher continued her speech.
"ah, as i said just now, i'm your homeroom teacher for this year."
and she pointed on the board with her electronic pen,
"the name is Alicia Aubrac. i would like you guys to call me Alicia. anyone who does not do so will feel my wrath"

huh? its ok to not being too formal.... but aren't you supposed to act more like a teacher?
-i thought. "i'm single~ so anyone of you who has an older brother or cousin or neighbor please tell them about me. my 3 size is 36 25 38. i'm 167cm and 55 kg"
miss, are you alright? is this some kind of joke? oh my god, what is she talking about? is she promoting herself? oh no, wait, i feel familiar of this scene as well.
"and my age is......................................... a secret~"
gosh!
it is so much like my brother's ex-girl friend.
is it fated that i will met this kind of people no matter where i go?
the class went silent, i thought that's a good reaction, as we should let her know what she said is something very wrong.
"wheew~~~ Alice you are cute~~"
"yay~~~ we had luck this year"
that came from the guys that i had overheard their conversation earlier.
is this normal? is that suppose to be a normal reaction? don't tell me this place not only changed geographically, but the culture as well? eh, no wait, Alice?? you're calling her Alice??? "thank you, guys. alrighty, i had done my introduction, it is you guys' turn~"
..........can someone tell me what's going on?

..........
ok, i'm not sure but it seems like i'm the only one who is in huge shock.
everybody is introducing themself normally,
by the time i get a hold of myself,
the introduction is already reached the last row,
and the next second person will be me.
oow... i guess i have to think of what to say for the introduction.
the girl beside me stood up.
"my name is Chen Mei Ying. you can call me Ying"
huh? is that all? wasn't that a little too short? wait, who did she said she's? then i looked at her.
hm..... i think it is her, looks like she changed so much after 4 and a half years.
-i thought.
"alright, the next guy!"
oh no, it's my turn already.
ah well, just do what Ying had did, a short introduction will do.
"I'm Wang Xia Yan. call me whatever you want"
i speak these out loud in a tone which i believed, it sounded like what a unfriendly delinquent would say.
"next!"
the i-called-it-desperated-single-woman Alice was getting more and more impatient.
perhaps the introduction was too boring for her?
the next person stood up.
"i'm Zhang Yu Zhe. i'm from Kendo club, so if any of you are interested in kendo let me know~"
alright, so Ying is on my right, and Yuzhe is left. is this really coincident? and he's actually promoting his own club....
"alright!! that concluded today's briefing of the class. i will see you guys again tomorrow"

is she serious? there's 30 minutes more before the class finished, did she really done all the briefing when i was late? did she put the self introduction at the back and start briefing first? but wasn't it normally one will start their speech with self introduction first? i went panic at that short moment.
but in the end i came to a conclusion that, she had forgotten about it.
actually just to make myself feel better.
never mind, i could just ask both of my buddy about the briefing.

"call me whatever you want. wooo, that's so cool"
Ying start the conversation before i do.
"yea. seeing you is really not-so-fun."
"hahaha, you haven't changed much, Yan."
Yuzhe joined in the conversation.
it's been so long since we had a talk like this. i felt nostalgia again.
"it's so Yan-like."
"same goes to both of you"
"hahaha"

while it looked like a happy rejoice of three best friend,
Ying hit the table hard all of the sudden, and glare at me.
"tell me... Yan..."
now what?
"why did you left this place without saying anything to us, not even a goodbye."
this is one of the bad thing expected to be happen, but it came a little too soon for me to fully prepare.
the reason is not something proud to talk about.
having a father abandoning his family.
my mom felt sick for a few times because of overworked,
and my brother was forced to work right after he graduated in high school, not being able to further his study in University.
if he does he will most probably get a scholarship and graduated the University in amazing score.

moving away from here without letting anyone know is so that my father won't know we had left, and don't know where we go.
'it will also be troublesome if we don't leave because you had also cause such a serious problem.'
-my brother said so, and it was his idea for us all to move while having all these as the reasons.

"i don't really want to talk about it."

"why? do you had any idea how worried we were? do you know how lonely i felt?"
this conversation is getting worse.
i was going to say "you're not the only one felt lonely".
but i forced myself not to,
as i know it will make this conversation worse,
it is also a bad timing and bad place to have this topic on.
"Ying, calm down."
Yuzhe tried to control the situation.
i can't say anything now and i can't face a girl who looks like will cry anytime, especially when it is my fault for her to cry.
so i had to let all the calming and comforting done by Yuzhe.

"i'm sorry....."
she stopped, unexpected fast.
".....for doing this now. but this conversation will only be over next time"
and she continued.
so there's a next time huh? i guess i had no way to run. better be prepared for the history to repeat itself. - i thought.
i'm not good in sharing secrets, especially bad ones.

"come on Ying, let's go to the cafeteria, i will buy you your favourite chilli-sauced bun."
chilli-sauced bun, it seems Ying is still the same she was. but 'evolve' a bit.
"eeeww...... chilli bun? Ying, you had evolved from 'having chilli as seasoning' to 'having chilli as main dish'?"
i teased her without thinking these words could possibly worsen the situation.
and i get a straight punch to my face.
which means she's alright now.
i don't feel any pain though as i get into fight a lot, and she doesn't had much strength.
"Yan, lets go. i will take you for a tour in this school"
thanks Yuzhe, i really need a guide.
-i kept these words in my mind, as i know i will be laughed by them if they know i had been lost in the school just now.

in the end, i'm relieved that everything went alright.
Ying doesn't seem like will start another bad conversation again, so i guess i will just put all up-coming problems aside and enjoy being with these 2 for now.

twisted back to normal

2009-03-13T22:11:00.001+08:00

ok, the last post said that i usually go to sleep before 12am. but now's it is other way round.
go to sleep after 12am is being normal now.

part of me that is not known by many

2009-02-21T01:31:00.000+08:00

1.31am, Saturday

it's already so 'early', but i'm still awake.

after moving to kampar, sleeping before 12 is a normal case.
while sleep after 2am had never happened (yet).

what i'm doing in weekend night?
there's no assignment, no homework(or at least i'm not up to do it)
so what am i doing?
watching anime? playing games?

hmm.......... to most of my friends that know me, may had guess that,
at the same time, when they saw me asking like that,
they might already expect i'm doing something i won't normally do.

anyway, i'm writing story.
yes, writing story.
not love story, i would called it a fiction.

i had like Final Fantasy since the first time i saw FF8,
after that i start to play almost all series of FF.
that's not the point, the point is i like the story structure of FF.
so i start to simply imagine a cool and strong character in my head,
and give him a name.
later on, i found that character's name is coincidently same as a dragon's name in a certain story.

So after that, i decide to use this name for almost every username i had create in many online websites.
finally after some time later, i start to write a story about him.
as time goes, the story is getting broader.
from a normal 'fighting evil and save the world' plot to something else which i dunno what to say about it.

oh well, though i had start that story, but in the middle i stop it and write another story which is modern school life, as i had watch too much school life anime that time.
then later again, i change the story and add in fictions.
after that, i make these 2 stories somewhat relate to each other.(not in a very obvious way)

i hardly read any story books, so the way i write my story is terrible.
when i ask for comment from a friend, she said "doesn't looks like a story, more like a script".
of course, she has no offense at all, i ask her to say it in a straight way.

so now, i'm trying to change the way i write it, try to add in more other words that i don't really use.

RoF - Chapter 1 - when they first met

2008-12-21T00:42:00.000+08:00

The village 'Fulbiar', is a place where many people have to pass by in order to reach 'Tamnpor', the biggest port of the continent Jacwalf.
there's 2 kids running around the field, playing together.
the boy's name is Ronuelty, 'Ron' for short.
the girl's name is Finne, she's often called 'Fin' or 'Finny' by the others.
both of them kept playing, running around, until Fin accidentally bump into a fat man. there're another 2 man with him. from their look, even kids can tell they're neither friendly nor kind.

after Finne bump into the fat man,

Fat Man: "ugh, aaah......."
the man look closer, and found it's a little girl who bump into him.
Fat Man: "hey, little girl, u hurt me u know. i'm in real pain now. so what should u do?"
Finne: "uh..i..i'm sorry"
Fat Man: "huh? sorry?? that won't do, u gotta at least relieve my pain, how about give me some money as the fee of treatment?"
Finne: "money...? i, i don't have any."
Fat Man: "huh? u don't have money.."
Man A: "bro, stop it, she's just a kid"
Fat Man: "bah, i'm having fun here, don't bother me. so girl, why don't u go take some money from your mama and give it to me."
Finne: "i...i don't have mother..."
Ron: "hey you! stop it."

Ronuelty runs towards Finne and try to protect her.

Fat Man: "damn boy, u got a problem?"
Man B: "hey bro, look at that girl's necklace"

the man push away Ronuelty, and take a closer look at Finne's necklace.

Fat Man: "look what we got here..... the Filomos stone"
Man A: "bro, are u serious?"
Fat Man: "i'm not, guess we have luck today."

the fat man pull Finne's necklace forcefully. Ronuelty saw it and grab his arm, kick his knees, and even bite his hand, until the man loose the necklace.

Fat Man: "argh, damn you boy."

The fat man push Ronuelty and he fell hard on the ground. Finne thought of picking up the necklace without the man notice, but she was caught the moment she pick it up. The fat man try to snatch it from her hand but she hold the necklace at her stomach, making him has no choice but to ask 2 of his underling to help him.
2 of them aren't as cruel as they look like, so they hesitate for a while, then the far man shout at them and make them try to make Finne's hand loose.

"don't.... take this away! this, this... is the only thing mother left for me" Finne start to cry. then she scream out loud "don't take it awaaay!!!"
Ronuelty feels hurt to see Finne's sad face. he run towards and try to stop them, but he just couldn't succeed. being push down to the floor multiple times, he is still not giving up. being a 7 years old kid, he is really great.
after struggling for a while, the fat man finally got the necklace. he is very happy and look at the stone in the necklace with an evil smile. almost being in despair, Ron saw a man walking towards them at the same road, but far away.

Ron :"help!!!! help!!!! they're bullying Finny!! help!!!!"

Ron shout again and again, Ron thought the man didn't heard him as it is too far. in fact, even if he heard that he won't make it in time before they run away with the necklace.
a blink in the eyes, the man disappear. Ron thought it was actually his imagination and he felt very helpless. when he was thinking of giving the last struggle, he turn back and found the man he saw earlier is standing behind the fat man.
now with a closer look, he can see the man is tall, has black long hair, but the first thing to notice is that man's eyes like fire-red in color, which are very dazzling when reflect by the sunlight.

that man put his hand on the fat man's shoulder.
"what do you think you are doing, bullying a little girl?"

the fat man was shocked, and push away his hand.
"this is none of your business, leave here now before you regret"
"stop what you are doing and leave here, then i will leave too."
"who do you think u are? ordering me? you are going to die now"

the fat man takes the axe from his back, and start to attack. the red-eyed man dodge it and give him a hit at the stomach, the fat man fell on ground holding his stomach.
"aaargh....... what are you stupids looking at, get him!"
while holding his pain, the fat man order his underlings to attack together.
then 3 of them charge at him, swinging down their weapons at the same time, but to found out that there is no one in front of them.

"you should just leave here, but i don't think you will, so perhaps i should send u away"
the Red-eye man is standing beside them, then he swing his sword and hit them with the side of the sword, and sent them far away. Ronuelty looked at him with an impressed face. making 3 men fly so far with a hit in a instant is definately not normal.
The 3 men stands up with their whole body aches.

Man B: "bro, we are no match for him"
Fat man: "curse him, i won't forget you!"
and they run away.

The red-eye man look at Ron, pull him up, and walk to Finne.
"are you alright?"
He kneel down and comfort Finne with a touch on her head. Finne start to calm down. Ron walk towards him, lower down his head and bow at him.

"huh?" that man was shocked.
Ron :"Please train me, Please make me a strong warrior like you"
"i'm sorry, i can't. why don't you find someone who's strong in the nearby city? but make sure you don't go there alone and have an adult by your side."

then he stands up, plan on leaving.

Finne :"th-thank you....."

Finne had already calm down. with a little smile, she thanked him. The red-eye man look at her and give her a gentle smile.
"you are welcome, milady"

and he walk away.

Ron :"hey wait! what's your name?"

asking out loud, Ron thought that man didn't heard him.

"Fu-li-kia, see ya~~, and take care!!"

Ron and Finne cannot see him at the road after hearing that voice.

K.I.S. chapter 2.5 - Club registration

2008-12-19T01:12:00.002+08:00

Friday

YuZhe lazing on the table.
Yuzhe: "炎......你不是還沒參加任何課外活動嗎？學校規定每一位學生必須最少參加一個．然后今天是截止日期不是嗎"
(Yan..... shouldn't u register for any clubs or societies? the rule states every student must at least join 1 club or society. and today is the due date for the registration wasn't it?)

Yan: "好.....現在就去"
(fine, i will do it now)
Yan left his seat.

Yuzhe: "哈?現在？還有幾分鐘就上課了耶"
(huh? right now? the class will start at the next few minutes)
Yan: "無所謂, 第一課是數學"
(forget it. it's just maths)
Yan speak with confidence, as mathematics is one of his strongest subject.

Yuzhe: "哦......拜咯..."
(oh... then see ya later~~)

_______________________________________________________________
Art room, East block

Yan walk into the room. The art room is combined by 2 rooms. The room is filled with many paintings made by many students, and some are from artist.
Yan look around, and found there's registration forms on a table.
so he grab the form, and he found there's a small note.
*person-in-charge will be available at 12.30pm-1.50pm(30 mins after lunch break starts, 10 mins before lunch break ends.), please fill up the form, put it on the table and we will contact u later. -from vice president, Annett Schmidt, class 3-A* and so that's what is written in the note.
after reading it, Yan fill up the form, and left it on the table.

"erm.... i would like to join the club..." there's a girl's voice from the back. Yan turn around and found Akiko standing beside the door, with Minnie.
'duh... the dumb mini tyrannosaurus again....' Yan talk to himself.

Yan: "hi, Akiko, Minnie.............. tissue...." Yan ended his word with 'tissue' in soft voice.
Minnie glare at Yan immediately.

Minnie: "wha-what tissue!" Minnie shouted.
akiko had no idea why Minnie shout out loud in the sudden, since she didn't heard the word 'tissue'.

Yan: "oh what? tissue? why? u need it? i had one in my pocket now."
Yan pretended that he doesn't say anything.
Minnie: "what are u trying to say! u rude guy!"
Yan: "haiz, i thought u need tissue so i was just trying to lent u some."
Minnie is so angry, but she can't find any word to fight back.

Akiko: "eerr.... can i join this club?"
Yan: "go ahead, just fill up the form and put it on the table, the person-in-charge will take care of it later."
Akiko: "ooh...okay~~"
Akiko walk forward to the table and fill up the form.

Minnie: "u're done kiko? lets leave here."
Minnie finished and walk away immediately.

Akiko: "ooookay..... ah! wait for me"
akiko run forward to catch up with Minnie.
the 2 girls leave the room and go downstairs, and Yan is doing the same thing.

Minnie: "why r u following us? stalker!"
Yan: "i'm leaving this place, and this is the only way"
Minnie: "u're wrong! there's another stairs at the other side, go there!"
Yan: "i'm stupid if i go there while it's faster going down from here"
Minnie: "stop your excuses, u're just trying to follow us"
Yan: "yea yea, whatever.."
Yan gave up talking to her. and Minnie thought she win the match.

____________________________________________________________________
Taekwando meeting room, West block

Minnie: "why r u still following us? u should go back to your class!"
she glare at Yan in anger, like she always did to other guys.

Yan: "same goes to u too, kiddo. ain't there any class?"
Yan said in a rude tone. they are almost gone over the tone of arguing.

Minnie: "what did u just said? u thick-glassed 4 eyes perverted STALKER!!!"
Yan: "shut up, u have been rude all this time, shouldn't u act more like a girl."
Minnie: "none of your business. and even i do i will not do it to u, idiot!"
Yan: "gosh, i feel pity for your future husband, hope he is a tough man. oh wait, maybe u can't even have a boyfriend"

Minnie stopped argue back. She raised her fist slowly, then push it forward quickly, trying to hit Yan's chin, but Yan stopped her fist easily. Minnie grew more fierce and start to hit Yan with all her might. Yan blocked and evaded all her attacks, and even stops her final blow:a kick in between the legs.

Minnie: "Aaaargh!!!!! u!!"
a tall guy come by, "hey stop this, what's going on?"
Minnie calmed herself down a little.
with all those wuss, Akiko aren't shock or worried at all, instead she is smiling. ever since the day she met Minnie, she had never seen Minnie being good towards a guy, not even any basic manner. seeing Minnie not able to beat up Yan makes her feels kind of funny.

"what are u doing here?" the tall man asked.
"i want to join taekwando!!" both Yan and Minnie reply with the same tone and the same time.
then they glare at each other again like they're going to start another fight.

"oh man... i don't care why both of u argue. Just, DON'T start it again." the tall man feel kind of depressed.
Johann: "anyway, i'm Johann, the club president of Taekwando, from class 6-E."
He walk into the room, takes out 2 registration form from his bag, and gave it to Yan and Minnie.

Johann: "here's the pen, fill it, and give the form back to me once u're done."
he stopped, and added "i mean with the pen along".
both Yan and Minnie walk to a table in the room, plan to fill the form on the table, but Yan got it slightly faster than Minnie and he's not leaving even a little space for Minnie.
Minnie glare at him with anger, then turn around to look for other tables.
but she found out there's only 1 table in the room. waiting for Yan to finish filling the form then only she use the table makes she felt like she lost greatly to Yan, so she try find another way.

........after a while......
both of them finished filling up the form and gave it to Johann.
"wait for new comers' training session announcement."
Johann said, and left the room along with his bag.

_________________________________________________________________
outside the North block

as 3 of their class is at the same block, but Minnie hate walking together with Yan, so she takes a long way back to the block, and Akiko just follow her all the way.
Minnie: "geez! everything must lady first, wasn't his friend said so? in the end i had to fill up the form on the floor, makes my hands dirty."
she becomes angry again after thinking back of what had happened.

Akiko: "hmm, why didn't u fill up the form by leaning towards the wall?"
Minnie stunned after hearing that....

*back to Taekwando Meeting Room
Johann: "oh my god, i forgot the pen again......"

K.I.S. - Chapter 2: spicy, mini tyrannosaurus

2008-11-24T01:17:00.001+08:00

lunch time, in the canteen

the two buddy sitting and having their lunch together.

Yuzhe: "怎麼樣？"
(how's it?)
Yan: "甚麼怎麼樣？"
(what?)
Yuzhe: "學校"
(the school)
Yan: "學校怎麼了"
(the school what?)
Yuzhe: "你覺得這所學校怎麼樣？"
(how do you think bout it?)
Yan: "比想像中更好"
(a better place than i had imagined)
Yuzhe: "是嗎？那就好，習慣這個班了嗎？"
(yea? good to hear that. you get used to the class already?)
Yan: "你覺得呢"
(how do u think?)
Yuzhe: "你早就習慣了"
(ya get used to it already)
Yan: "哦"
(oh....)
Yan answer sarcasticly. After a while, YuZhe left his seat.

Yan: "去哪？"
(where're u going?)
Yuzhe: "飲料部"
(the beverage section)
Yan: "經過甜品部時幫我買巧克力蛋糕"
(buy me a chocolate cake when u passby the dessert section)
Yuzhe: "那就祝我好運，因為甜品部總是充滿學生在爭先恐後地買甜品"
(wish me luck then, 'cuz dessert section is always full of students contending for the desserts)
Yan: "哦，加油～～"
(ooh, good luck~~~)

***while at the other side of the canteen.

Akiko: "umm!! i really like this place!!"

say with satisfaction while eating her noodle.

Minnie: "yea, they have nice chilli-sauced bread!!"
Minnie saw Ying coming in to the canteen.
Minnie: "螢姐！"
(Ying!)
Ying: "原來你在這裡．are u girls alright?"
(there you are)
Minnie: "Yea!! i like this place!"
Akiko: "mrom muu!! (me too)" mumble with her mouth full.
Ying: "u sure? after all this school is so much different than any other school."
Akiko: "bii ar faing! bu brubii (we're fine, don't worry)"
Ying: "ok, well, anything u can just call me by phone. as i won't be staying at the same place for long, have many stuffs to do."
Minnie: "uugh... that's why i hate being class prez."
Akiko finished her food, stand up, and rush towards the dessert section.
Ying: "她去哪？"
(where's she going?)
Minnie: "一定是去買甜品之類的東西. Kiko!!!! get me another 2 more bread, and more chilli sauce too!!"
(must be getting herself a cake or something sweet)

ying grab 1 chilli-sauced bread from the table without asking Minnie.

Minnie: "妳在做甚麼？！"
(what are u doing?!)
Ying: "妳不是都叫秋子幫妳買多２個麵包嗎？這個就給我啦，剛才吃得不夠飽"
(didn't u already had Akiko to buy u 2 more breads? then let me have this, i didn't have enough earlier)
Minnie: "geez... "

YuZhe walk by with his drink on his hand.

YuZhe: "huh, 螢?! 妳不是還在忙嗎？"
(hey ying, don't ya have work to do?)
Ying: "嗯，我吃完了這個麵包後就要走"
(oh, i'm going to continue it after i finish the bread.)

YuZhe looked at Minnie and she glare him back with a fierce look.

YuZhe: "aah... h-hi....."

then YuZhe whisper to Ying.

YuZhe: "這是？？"
(this is??)
Ying: "哦，忘了介紹，她是我妹妹，Minnie陳美麗．你以前見過她的"
(oh, i forgot to introduce, she's my little sister, Minnie chen mei li. u met her before)
YuZhe: "好像是幼稚園的時候"
(hmm... i think it was back when we were in kindergarden)
Ying: "對，我們每一天都一起去學校和回家的"
(yeap, we were always going to school and back home together.)
YuZhe: "啊-啊.....妳好...美麗"
(H-hi... mei li.....)

Minnie glare at him again, but with a more fierce looking face.

Ying: "她不喜歡別人叫她美麗．"
(she doesn't like the people call her Mei Li)
YuZhe: "妳應該先說這個....哪該怎樣叫她呢??"
(duh, ya should say that first. then how should i call her?)
Ying: "叫Minnie就好啦"
(just call her Minnie.)
YuZhe: "Minnie 妳好........"
(Minnie, hello..........)

Minnie ignore him, continue on her meal, biting the bread apart like the tiger is biting the deer's meat.

Akiko: "yay! yay! chocolate cakes!"
Akiko jump happily and go back to her seat.
Akiko: "hai..... here's your bread and sauce chilli"
Yuzhe look at akiko, like she's an angel.

Ying: "哦，她是Minnie的朋友．Akiko, 日本名讀成‘秋子’"
(oh, and she's Minnie's friend, Akiko, in japanese it is written as 秋子.)
YuZhe: "原來是日本人"
(oh, a japanese....)
YuZhe: "hi, akiko-chan~~~ my name is YuZhe"
Akiko: "nice to meet you, YuZhe-onichan(big brother)"

After greeting Akiko, Ying talk to YuZhe.

Ying: "其實她是半個日本人，因為她的母親嫁給了本地人．"
(well, actually she's half-japanese, her mom married to a local man)
YuZhe: "原來她的媽媽是日本人．那她家裡的主語是甚麼？"
(oh... her mom is japanese. then what's the main language in her family?)
Ying: "家裡的主語是英語不過她常常都用日語"
(her family's main language is english but she talk in japanese a lot.)
YuZhe: "妳好清楚呀"
(ya know a lot about her.)
Ying: "當然，她從幼稚園就和Minnie是朋友了．她也常來我們的家和Minnie玩"
(of course, she had been Minnie's friend since kindergarden, and she comes to our house a lot )

Yan walk towards Yuzhe.

Yan: "幹甚麼 k 事那麼久？算了，我自己去買"
(what took u so long? forget it, i'm going to buy it myself)

being impatient, Yan is hunger for his cake.

Yuzhe: "等下等下，先讓我介紹一位女生給你，她們都很可愛喔!!"
(oh wait, wait... let me introduce a girl for you, they are very cute!!)
Yan: "huh? 是‘一位’還是‘她們’?　到底有幾個"
(huh, 'a girl' or 'they'? so how many there is?)

Yuzhe didn't heard Yan.

Yuzhe: "這是akiko-chan~~，和Minnie"
(this is akiko-chan~~, and Minnie)
Yan: "哦"
(oh..)

Yuzhe look at Yan, with his eyes he is trying to tell him 'show some respect, greet them'

Yan: "你的眼睛怎麼了？"
(something wrong with ur eyes?)

Yan said that, even though he know what Yuzhe was trying to say, as he believe Yuzhe should know he's not interested

Yuzhe: "uugh!! hehe, akiko-chan, this is Ying and my best friend, Yan"
Akiko: "urg.. blai fu mit wu" (hi!! nice to meet you)

Minnie glare at Yuzhe again... with her fierce look

Yuzhe: "啊哈....哈....這是Minnie，螢的妹妹"
(aha...ha..... this is Minnie, ying's little sister)
Yan: "原來這就是Minnie．還是第一次見面"
(oh, so this is Minnie? this is the first time i met her)

Ying looked at the clock at the canteen while Yan's talking.

Ying: "aaah guys! sorry, but i'm leaving. i'm gonna be late for meeting"

and ying left.

Minnie is eating her bread, ignoring the guys.
Yan looked at akiko for quite a while, after that he notice food on the table, the breads spread with a lot of sauce chilli.

Yan: "eew，她真的是螢的妹妹"
(eew, she's really ying's lil sister.)
Minnie: "要你管"
(none of your business.)

Minnie replied in a heavy tone, with chilli sauce sticking around her lips and cheek.

Yan: "我沒有打算管"
(yea, and i don't plan to make it mine)

for a second, Yan realize that he forgot about his cake.

Yan: "糟！我的蛋糕"
(crap, my cake!!)
Yuzhe: "太遲了，肯定賣完了"
(too late, it must had already been sold out.)
Yan: "啊啊啊啊！！我還沒試那個口味的啊啊"
(aaaah!! i havent try that chocolate flavour yet!! aaaaaa.....")

Yan shout with a suffering voice, then he crestfallen, holding his knee, like a guy was rejected by a girl after confess.
without noticing, Akiko's hand is actuallyalready holding a chocolate cake towards Yan.

Yuzhe: "炎"
(Yan)
Yan: "幹嘛...."
(what....)

Yan replid with a sad voice, and look at Yuzhe like his heart had torn apart.

Yuzhe: "轉左"
(turn left.)

Yan turn his face to the left.
he turn too much towards left, and the cake barely touch his nose.

Akiko: "for u, take it before i regret..."

'regret? that sounds weird' Yan thought in his mind.

Yan: "oh, thanks"

hold the cake at the bottom, and finish it in a instant.

Akiko: "uuwaaa, my cake.... "
Yan: "huh?"

Akiko start crying.
Yan look at her, with a big face. 'what the..... i'm innocence!!!' he keep on repeating the words in his mind.

Minnie: "hey!! how could you do that to kiko.."
Yan: "huh? why? no, i..... ugh....."
Akiko: "*sniff....sniff*.... never mind, i had already decided to give him, i must not regret."

stop her sobbing for a moment, then break loose and start crying again.

Yan: "oh gosh....."

from the back, Yan can hear a loud noise, which sounds like someone run very fast. he turn around and look, to found his buddy running towards him with a cake in his hand.

Yan: "oi，告訴我到底發生了甚麼事"
(oi, tell me what's going on.)

without answering Yan, Yuzhe put the cake on the table.

Yuzhe: "here, the mixed flavour, coco+vanilla."

akiko's stopped crying immediately and her eyes are sparkling.

Yan: "靠！那是稀有罕見品．又說肯定賣完了"
(what the.... that's a rare item there. shouldn't the cakes are sold out in this time??)
Yuzhe: "我的意思是你的巧克力蛋糕，不是這個"
(i meant your chocolate cake, not this)
Yan: "真麼可能？再說為甚麼買給一位初次見面的人都不幫我買？"
(how could that be possible? plus how could you buy it for someone you just know a minute ago while saying my cake is sold out?)
Yuzhe: "凡是女士優先"
(everything lady first)

Yuzhe speak like he's very gentleman.

Yan: "gosh, you....."

being very disappointed, Yan walk away and leave the canteen.
....Minnie finished her bread.

Minnie: "i'm going to buy juice, is there anything u want to buy too?"
Akiko: "yesh! chocolate milk! and some lollipops too!!"

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lunch time finished, in class 3-d.

Yuzhe: "老兄...."
(dude....)
Yan: "收聲，去找你的秋子妹妹，然後買點蛋糕甚麼的給她"
(shut up, go find ur akiko-chan and buy her the mixed cake or something)
Yuzhe: "她在哭leh．你知道我不能忍受的啦．這樣吧，待會我買些東西給你"
(come on, she was crying, ya know i can't stand it. i will buy ya something back later.)
Yan: "在我殺死你之前收聲．還有，不用，謝了．我已經買了包棒棒糖"
(stop this before i kill u. and no thanks, i already had a bag of lollipops)
saying so while munching the lollipop in his mouth.

*after a few minutes*

Yan walking out from the class.
Yuzhe: "喂......去哪？老師就快來了leh"
(hey, where're ya going? the teacher will arrive anytime soon)
Yan: "廁所．去廁所，傻Ｋ"
(toilet. to the toilet, idiot)

Yan walked out from class, and bump into Ying.

Ying: "你要去哪裡？就快上課了喔"
(where're u going? the class is going to start)
Yan: "問雨澤"
(ask Yuzhe)
Ying: "不可以直接告訴我嗎？真是的"
(can't u just tell me straight? hum...)

Ying sighed.
without reply ying, Yan walk to the end of the hallway, and found a sign there.

*out of order, please use other floor's toilet*
Yan: "真衰"
(damn)

then Yan walk down stairs, hoping 2nd floor's toilet aren't out of order as well.
having a usual laze yet fierce look his face, Yan reach 2nd floor, and walk to the toilet.

"somebody help!!!" a girl shout from the girl's toilet.

'oh crap, it's female's toilet, should i help her.... eh wait, wasn't that voice sounds familiar? whatever, should i help her?' Yan want to help her, but he was afraid of some possible misunderstanding to happen.

"anybody there?? i need help!!!" the girl inside the toilet shout again.

Yan stop thinking, and ignore whatever possible bad situation that might happen.

Yan: "yes, what's wrong? is your stomach very pain? do u feel dizzy or something?"
girl: "oow... eeerrr.... eeermm...... i"
Yan: "what's wrong? i can't just enter like this, just tell me what u need and i will get someone else to help u"
girl: "no!"
the girl inside shout out loud suddenly.
girl: "i.. eer.... just throw a tissue in here. and leave"
Yan: "huh??? ooh, ok....."

Yan is very surprised, he thought it is something serious.
'hah, no tissue, that's funny.' holding his voice while laughing.
Yan go into boy's toilet, simply grab a tissue and throw it into the girl's toilet.

Yan: "there u go" Yan threw the tissue.
girl: "........."

'huh? not even a word of thanks? whatever, got to hurry before teacher reach the class' talking to himself in his mind.
after a few minutes, when Yan went out from the toilet, he notice a girl walking suspiciously in front of him not too far away.
'ahh...... the mini tyrannosaurus' Yan thought.

Yan: "yo~~ Minnie"

realizing it was Minnie who was in the toilet without tissue, he's trying to tease her.
Minnie heard his voice, turn back and look at him embarrassing, then turn into a fierce face the next second.

Minnie: "你-你想怎樣"
(wha-what do you want!)
Yan: "哦，沒有甚麼啦．只是覺得我們會在這個時間見到真是巧"
(ooh.. nothing, just that it is such a coincidence that we meet at a time like this)

said Yan with a wicked smile.

Minnie: "隨便你，我要回班！我不像那些常蹺課的不良"
(whatever, i'm going back to my class, i'm not those useless student that always skip their class)
Yan: "真夠巧！我也是leh......... 然後我隨身都有帶著衛生紙的leh"
(oh what a coincidence! me too... and i always had a pack of tissue in my pocket)

said Yan, trying to tease her.

Minnie: "甚-甚-甚麼！我也是隨身都帶衛生紙的leh"
(w-wh-what! i always had tissue with me too!)
Yan: "哦...... 原來．好了，身為一個好學生我要回我的班了"
(ah, oh i see. well then, as a good student i must go back to my class)
Minnie: "對了！為甚麼你會在這裡？３樓沒廁所嗎？"
(oh yea, why are u here? wasn't there a toilet at 3rd floor?)
Yan: "水管阻塞，廁所外面的牌寫的．那妳leh？１樓的廁所不能用嗎？"
(out of order, that's what the sign shows. how bout u? 1st floor has toilet too)
Minnie: "對！也是不能用！哼！"
(i-it is out of order too! hem!)

Minnie turn around and walk away.

"hehe, dumb kid..." Yan whispered.

K.I.S. - chapter 1: the new school year

2008-11-03T23:48:00.001+08:00

***a little note: I'm trying to create this story with a combination of different nationality and language. To make everyone understands, I had english as the main language. And I had put english translation for every non-english words. This story may seems weird, any way please comment on the story, as well as my english(lol). i need suggestion to improve.

p.s. K.I.S. stands for Kammzet International School. which is the title for the whole story***

it's the new school year,
the scene of the front gate is filled with new faces.

student A: "aah... it's another new school year already, wonder will there be any cute girl this year"
it comes out from a 3rd year student's mouth, standing beside the window and looking towards the front gate from the windows.
student B: "heh, i think u should worry about this year's exam"
student A: "aah, how could i study seriously without relieving my stress"
student B: "...and all u do is flirting"
cutting off their conversation, the third guy leaning towards the window, shout with surprisingly.
student C: "hey look! over there, beside the vase"

3 of them staring at the same girl, who looks cute, and had a small body, like a doll.
student C: "she's so cute!"
student B: "too cute, not my type"
student A: "haha, she is even cuter than my little sister"

cutting off the conversation again
student C: "gosh! look! behind her"
there's a tall and beautiful girl, who's like a model, running towards the cute girl, waving her right hand.
student B: "wow, nice legs..."
student A: "it'd be nice if the skirt was shorter"
student C: "haha, yea, u're right"

overhearding the 3 guys chatting while putting down his bag at the table.
Yan glare at them for a second.
"廢材" (useless bums)
and he left the classroom.

***student C turn around. "did u guys heard something?" ***

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the corridor along the way from the front gate to the Front Block

Akiko: "Minnie~~~"
waving her hand, jump towards Minnie and hug her.
Akiko: "good morning... Minnie~~"
Minnie: "morning, Akiko."
Akiko: "we're secondary student now..... we had grew up!!" rise her voice while saying 'grew up'.
Minnie: "hehe, it will be nice if we're at the same class."
Akiko: "we will. Because we register together, getting approved together, so we will be in the same class together too!"
Minnie: "yea, if we aren't in the same class then i will force them to change."
Akiko: "agreed! hee..."

and the 2 best friends walk to the event hall to attend the opening ceremony.

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opening ceremony finished, in class 3-d.

a woman walk in, stand in front of the whiteboard, took her marker pen, and write down her name.
Aubrac:"guys, i'm your homeroom teacher for this year, and my name is Alicia Aubrac. just call
me Alice, i'm 23rd this year, still single, so if any of u has a brother or cousin u can tell
them bout me."
the class went silence for a second.
"白痴"
(idiot)
Yan whispered.
the girl sit besides him looked at him, like she heard what he said.
Aubrac:"Oh! and i will be teaching u guys history."
the class went silence again.
Aubrac:"ookaay.. i have done my introduction. hmm.... there're familiar faces and unfamiliar
faces. so guys, lets briefly introduce yourself~~. starts from... there!"
she pointed the student at most left of first row, and the introduction starts.

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in class 1-c

an old man walk in slowly and steadily.
he put down the books and files he hold in hand on the teacher's table.
Mr.Mansfield:"good morning students, i'm your homeroom teacher for this year. My full name
is Eric Stephen Mansfield. and i will be teaching u english. As u all may know,
this school, as well as this heighbourhood, have english as main language. So my
job is to make sure all of u can at least speak well in english......."
and he continue for a few minutes.
Minnie: "this old man can't stop"
Akiko: "he looks like he have a lot of knowledge, he seems very experienced".
Akiko say it out with an excited face.
Minnie: "yea yea......" reply sarcasticly.

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back to class 3-d

the introduction is going to end, left 3 more students.
Ying: "i'm Chen Mei Ying, u can call me Ying."
Yan looked at her for a while.
Ms.Aubrac: "okay, next...."
Ms Aubrac can't wait the introduction to end.
Yan: "i'm Wang Xia Yan. call me whatever u want."
his tone gives the class an unpleasant feeling.
Ms Aubrac quickly proceed to the last introduction. "Next...."
Yuzhe: "morning, my name is zhang yu zhe, i like kendo and i'm a regular in the club."
Yan looked at him, like he did to Ying.
Ms.Aubrac: "alright there, we're done with the introduction, and i'm going to leave now."
Ms.Aubrac pack her stuff and walk to the door.
Ms.Aubrac: "oh, and there's 1 more hour until the next teacher come in, so get along with each
other within this time. see ya~~"
she left the class. The reason there's 1 more hour is because Aubrac left early, usually each class has 2 hours.

YuZhe hit Yen's shoulder.
Yuzhe: "夏炎!"
(Xia Yan!)
Yan: "想怎樣"
(what u want)
Ying: "炎！好久不見，見到你真好"
(Yan, it's been a long time, it's good to see u again)
Yan: "嗯，見到你‘真沒癮’(陳美螢)"
(yea, seeing u really makes me feels 'uninteresting')
Yuzhe: "哈哈哈哈哈!!!!!你還記得那個啊"
(hahahaha!!! u still remember that nickname)
Ying: "真有炎的作風，'call me whatever u want'，還有不要叫我‘真沒癮’"
(it is so yan-like, 'call me whatever u want', and stop my nickname.)
Yan: "不好意事，忘了你的名字"
(i'm sorry, i forgot your real name)
Ying: "剛剛才自我介紹完畢你現在就忘了?!"
(i just introduced myself and now u forget it?!)
Yan: "哦，我沒注意听"
(oh, i wasn't listen to just now)
Ying: "．．．．．．．．．．"
Yuzhe: "哈哈哈!!!!你還真是沒怎麼變哪"
(hahaha!!! u really didn't change much)
Yan: "不，我變了很多"
(no, i changed a lot)
Yuzhe: "哦？真的嗎？"
(oh really?)
Yan: "是真的"
(yea, really)
Ying: "對，變得更會氣人"
(yea, being better in joking and sarcastic)
Yan: "不，是變得帥"
(no, it's becoming more handsome) saying out sarcasticly
While Yuzhe laughed for a while, Ying look at Yan with a serious face.
Ying: "9年前你為什麼一句話都不說就離開這裡?"
(why did u leave without any words 9 years ago)
Yan stunned.
Yan: "我不想談這件事"
(i don't wanna talk bout this)
Ying: "為什麼？你知道我多擔心你嗎？我好怕你一去不回頭"
(why? do u had any idea how worried i am? i was so afraid that u won't be back again)
Yan: "我現在不就在妳面前嗎"
(now i'm staying in front of u)
Yuzhe: "小螢，不要再說了"
(Ying, stop this conversation)
3 of them stopped. Yuzhe try to change the atmosphere.
Yuzhe: "走，夏炎。我帶你參光這所學校吧"
(lets go Yan. i will take u for a tour in the school)
Yan: "huh?? 以前就來過這裡很多次了，再加上開幕典禮開始之前我就觀光過了"
(huh? i had been here quite a lot before, plus i had already walk around the school just before the
opening ceremony)
Yuzhe: "９年前和現在怎麼可能還完全一樣呢，再說觀光過一次沒什麼可能可以完全清楚這裡"
(9 years had been passed so there's a lot of changes in the school. plus, even if u did go around the
school just now but u get to know here well with just that)
Yan: "稍微知道一些地方就行了，一段時間後就自然能完全清楚這裡，沒必要現在再觀光多一次"
(just to know the place briefly is enough, after some time i will be able to know this place well, so i don't
think it's necessary to walk around twice)
Yuzhe: "囉唆，走吧"
(oh come on, lets go)
Ying: "我也要去！讓我帶你去食堂!"
(i'm going too! let me bring to the canteen)
Yuzhe: "辣椒獎面包還沒準備好來出售"
(chilli-sauced buns aren't ready for sales yet)
Ying: "我又不是要吃辣椒獎面包，我不是貪吃貓啦"
(i'm not there to eat the buns, i'm a not gluttony!)
Yan pretend to vomit by holding his mouth with his hand.
Yan: "eeeww．．妳居然進化到吃面包配辣椒獎?"
(eew, u evolve into something that eats chilli-sauce along with bread)
Ying: "沒有啦！！！！只是甜獎面包裡面加辣椒獎而已"
(nooo!!! it's just a normal bun with a bit chilli-sauce as seasoning)
Yuzhe: "哈哈哈！走吧"
(haha, lets go now)
ying making a face that shows 'i'm not gluttony' and YuZhe just laugh away.

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chapter 1.5, homecoming
-----------------------
*the day before opening ceremony*

Yan got out from the bus, walk to the vending machine near the ticketing usher, buy his favorite can drink.
then he walk out the bus station, and go along the road.

"時裝店....... 便利店........ 小檔口........"
(fashion shop....convenient shop.....stalls.....)
looking around the street, and name everything he had seen.
"Road Corner Bakery.... 還在啊...."
(Road Corner Bakery.....so it's still here....)
Yan used to come here often to buy cakes and other sweet stuffs with his mom, and sometimes with his older brother.
looking at the bakery shop at the corner of the crossroad.
everything seems to change a lot for Yan, and very few stay the same, which makes him doesn't feel like returned to his birth place..

after walk a few streets, Yan reach the housing area.
the housing area is separated to 3 part, The Grass area, The Airland area, and The Woods area.
at the 3rd row from the junction in The Grass, house number 21, is the house he lived for 6 years before he left.
the 2-storey house that has a lot of long grass, bugs around. like an abandoned house that is left for over 10 years or longer.
unlock the gate, walk through it, and open the front door.
step in, the first thing come to mind is 'omg, so much dust, hard to breath'.
simply clean up the floor, put down his big bag, take out broom from kitchen, though the broom is a bit dirty, Yan still use it to sweep the floor.

after a few hours do the cleaning alone, the house looks much better.
a truck came by, stopped.
mover: "is this wang's residence?"
Yan: "the gate is unlock, just move all the stuff inside, i will do the rest by myself"
Yan knows it's the mover even though he didn't see with his own eyes.

with all stuffs put in, Yan thank the mover, lock the gate and leave the house.
going all the way to the nearest market to buy all daily needs.
reached home at 8pm, cook for himself, and go to bath while leaving the food on the table just like that, as he know he will be done bathing before any bug or animal reach the food.

after the meal, Yan lock the gate and leave the house again, planning to take a walk around The Grass area.
reaching the end part of the area.
'草園區也變了不少啊.......'
(The Grass area changed much as well) is what Yan think in his mind.
with walking so long, he plan to went home by turn right to the grass street.
on the way, he saw a girl running towards him. even it's kind of dark, but Yan can notice she's like very panic and in a hurry.
'難道是我認識的人？'
(someone i know?)
he thought the girl missed him so much that she's running like this. in the end, she just pass by him.
'heh, guess i'm wrong' and the girl just keep on running to the end of The Grass area and walk into a big, luxury house.
'有錢人的女兒跑著回家？沒司機嗎？'
(a daughter of rich man running back home? aren't there any drivers) Yan question himself.
'唉，算了吧'
(ah, forget it)
ignoring what he saw, Yan walk back home.

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a break in the middle

2008-10-12T23:58:00.000+08:00

"found a small cave, go inside, and take a break from the storm, as well as replenish myself."

kind of this situation, today is my last day working at csc.
finish the work, off at 4pm, then go fix my laptop(in the end nothing can b done, it's broke!)
then put the laptop back home, rest a while, eat instant noodle.
then go out again(to do my acupuncture).
after that go buy daily needs with my mom at tesco.
finish buying then go order pizza(hah! got voucher for it!!)

reach home, then only i'm relieve.
finish all the pizza, bath, then sit in front of my pc.

ooh.... now i just feel very stress-free.

"spend the night at the cave........."

the start of the storm.

2008-10-11T16:42:00.000+08:00

from what i had wrote in my msn "calm before the storm"
is now finally ended, and the storm starts.

by......
receiving news result is out, and i failed another 2 subject.
found out that half of my part time salary hav to go to paying resit paper.
and now, just back to home, found my laptop was stuck by thunder and it's broke down now.
and there's more to come........

3rd day working in pizza csc

2008-10-02T22:25:00.000+08:00

finished bath, took my dinner, now's 10.26pm.
listening to my favorite artist Yui's song.

ok, for today, at first i thought it will be the same as yesterday.
but eventually its calm before the storm.
after 6pm, the calls just keep on coming.
breaking my record of 95% talking for 3 hrs.
zomg..... now my throat kinda hurts.
2 bottle of water finished, +1 can of iced lemon tea.

tml is my off day, working til 9pm is kinda ok.
tml i will sleep as much as i can.
and.... the triple rate is now over.
now i'm kind of lazy to work at there, since without triple rate its only Rm4 per hour.
plus i had receive contact that there's another part time that pay on spot after works
and he pays me RM60, ZOMG!!! but too bad this job is random, it could even hav only 1 work within 2 months.
anyway, tml i rest, then saturday mayb hav to work 2 side (pizza csc & the pay-on-spot)

how is it possible to work 2 job at one day?
well, pizza csc is limited to work at least 4 hrs per day,
so i can request for 4 hrs, and start working at the earliest time (10.15am)
then left at around 2.15pm, i will go for the other job.
by the way, i haven't mention, that pay-on-spot job doesn't hav any fix work time.
as long as u finish your work, u can go. (cool isn't it)
so after 2.15pm, i can just speed up my work and leave early.

ok, that's all for today. nothing special in csc (except the 3 hrs peak hour).
oh, the peak hour was from around 6pm to 9pm(mayb still many calls right now, idk since i left already).

2nd day in pizza csc

2008-10-01T21:28:00.000+08:00

alright.... now 9.29pm, 1st Oct
i just finish bath. finish my work at 8pm, reach home at around 8.30pm?(around there)

today is less busy than yesterday.
not sure why, but i think it's because of raya and salary r triple of normal rate(normal rate, Rm4 per hour) so there's over 100 staff working today.
plus, with raya, malays r staying at their hometown, most probably eating traditional food, so the chances malay call for delivery is low, and so has less calls.

i had worked for 7 hrs for today, so Rm12*7=84, Rm84 for today(w00t!)
tml also triple of normal rate, after tml i will hav earn around RM200(weee)
so since i'm only need Rm150 to buy the stuff i know, there's a chance i may 'run' after this sunday.
even though there's a RM150 allowance if we work completely 12 days(2 weeks, only 2 days off).

whatever it is, today had nothing much to say,
its not a tough day, but i dont feel its easy anyway.
so, chiozz. i'm off to hav my dinner .

my first day starting to work in Pizza C.S.C.

2008-09-30T20:40:00.000+08:00

today is 30th sep, now is 8.41pm, i just finished my work at 8pm, actually i just reached home(bus slow, waiting, etc)

first, before today, i had been there got 3 times, for training.
oh and, csc means Customer Service Center.
i work as phone operator(pick up calls, and take orders for delivery)
now, about the way they work.
first, we must say the same greetings everytime pick up a call.
then ask for phone number(as we have a system saving any previous called customer)
then choose pickup or delivery,
then ask for name(if there's no info or cust first time call)
ask for address(same as name)
then start to take order(its not easy as u thought)
and finally finish the order and say "thx for calling... bla bla bla...."

now, i would like all of you who called for delivery,
please forgive us if we take too long.
lets say a newcomer(like me), i will need time to find the key for your order
u may thought that we just type in ur orders,
actually no, we have to put ur order using a customized keyboard, which has almost 100 keys.
why? like normal keyboard, we hav all the alphabets, symbols, num lock stuffs,
and in additional, we hav keys like "pan", "cc", "sc", "reg", "per", "lar", and so on.
what's that? pan=normal pan pizza, cc=crunchy crust, sc=stuffed crust, reg=regular, per=personal, and lar=large.
there's more, that i won't memorize them all(cuz i dont plan on crushing my brain even after exam), then there's no mouse, so any mistake made hav to use arrow key, or customized key to go back/forward.

today first time pick ups calls and take order.
ooomg..... the key was confusing, and easily panic when cust say something like(OI!! U dont take so LONG LA, my phone no credit le(or phone bill expensive).
another thing, the address.
1300-88-2525, is for nationwide, so we must put the full address.
not like straight away type in the address, u hav to separate city, state, bla bla.
i only know where is pahang, selangor, johor, perlis. the rest idk
i even thought ipoh is a state.
so i'm pretty much dead when the cust same with me.
there's time they will say something like (where am i? in front of the mall la)
wtf, which mall, the mall's name? street? walao....
then, if we cant find the address.
(cust: neh, my house arh, near that shop there ar, u turn left u see a park ar..... bla bla)
zomg, there's no way i know ur house, i had been to pahang and selangor only.

so, in conclusion.
this job is very easy if u,
good at geography(places), patient(with bad temper cust), learn fast(the keys....), eat less than 20 mins(cuz break time doesnt count out, means they pay u too, so they will rush u), can talk non-stop for at least 1 hour, know all pizza's recipe(sometimes cust ask for a no-longer-exist flavour or outdated promotion).

so, anyone want to work at this place? RM4 per hour, public holiday will gives commision to all completed order(0.20 each). call 03-79622626 to apply.

Lost prophet - rooftop

2008-09-14T21:30:00.002+08:00

this song, is very good for relieving stress. why?

the chorus, "standing on the rooftop, everybody scream your heart out!!"
the part "scream your heart out" they really scream it, and even shout it.
if i ever had a chance to sing this song in karaoke, i'm sure will scream it out loud.
too bad, i had never been to any karaoke before(believe or not).

so, why mention bout this song in a sudden?
well, now is the time of the main exam.
eventually i'm resiting a few subjects, yet after the exam i don't have confident to pass,
while i'm being in this going-to-be-despair state,
there's still 2 more subject to go,
being this i can't really able to study much well,
so just scream it out load while no one at home,
watch some comedies, relieve the stress, and continue study for the next subject.

if i fail again, i will be stay for another half of year to study(only the fail subject)
duh, life sure is tough, i believe even god had it tough everyday.

tagged from fishie

2008-08-21T00:17:00.000+08:00

tagged from fishie

1. People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any questions that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

2.Tag 8 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse.These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

1 ) Are you allowed to have a bf/gf?
yea

2 ) Describe urself in one word.
human

3 ) Who would you pick, someone who really loves you, or the one you love?
both

4) Have you ever loved someone BEFORE but never had the courage to tell him/her?
yea

5 ) Does it feel good to love?
depends

6 ) God is giving u just 5 more minutes before going back to heaven, IF you love someone special what will you say to that person?
live your life to fullest and never regret it

7) What will you say to someone who doesn't want to believe you??
"u punya pasal la"

8 ) Was ever a time that you tried to learn to love someone?
yea

9 ) What' your opinion about someone who's jealous?
depends on who and what they jealous at

10 ) What can you say about playboys/playgirls?
depends on how playful and their overall character

[[ * PART 2 * ]]
1 ) Best place to cry?
place that has no one around

2) Who do you love the most?
someone from the earth

3 ) Tell us ur dream last night?
i don't think i had one.

4) Ever hated someone so bad?
like kids',"i dont want to friend with u" then next day forgot everything.

5 )The biggest & most hurtful lie you heard?
i did't know it was a lie.

The last person

-you had a beer with?
a gang of my buddies(thinks it's 3-4 years ago)

-Went to the movies with?
there's a few ppl watching together, have to mention them all?

-talked on the cell phone with?
james i think

-u hugged?
my gay partner(just kidding)

-u yelled at?
my mom i think.

In the last week have you

~Kissed someone?
i wanted to.

~Danced crazy?
think i did.

Think of the last time u were angry, why were u angry?
the heck i remember when and why.

If you could do anything OR wish anything, wad would it be?
Wish for unlimited wishes.(copy paste from fishie)

If you could have an all expense paid trip, where will you go?
japan

Would you or have you ever blackmailed someone?
i think not.

Are you old fashioned?
no. not new fashioned either, more like weird(in a bad way) or unique(in a good way) fashioned

What would be harder for you, to tell someone you love them or that you do not love them back?
depends, if its a guy, "i love you" will be the hardest thing ever.

What things would be the hardest thing for you to give up on?
things i want to do the most.

5 Facts About Me:
has 2 arms, 2 eyes, 2 legs, 2 ears, 2 nose hole

5 things that scares me
loneliness, organs, raw dead body, etc, etc

7 Songs Playing in My Head Lately
How the hell i remember?(copy paste from fishie again)

7 "First Time" in My Life
pee, poop, vomit, patah tangan, had fish bone stuck at my throat, watch 'scary movie 2'

7 Words/Things I Always Use/
keyboard, processor, motherboard, mouse, monitor, power supply, RAM

i had no one else that i can tag. can i tag fishie back?

weird dream

2008-07-15T00:51:00.001+08:00

12.52am is shown from my pc now,
the date is 15th July 2008,
i just woke up from my sleep,
i go in earlier than i usually do,
so i wake up late a night.

while sleeping, i had dream.
the location is my hometown,
the person around is no one but my mom,
i wonder why it is my mom,
the event happen is weird enough,
UFOs fly around the neighbourhood.
like how we walk around and look at animals in the zoo.
so i was like became the animal,
my hometown is like a zoo,
those UFO just fly around like looking at 'animals'.

those UFO looks like a can drink,
i mean the they're silinder-like,
but shorter and fatter,
maybe kind of like a sardin tin,
but not that fat and short,
so in between a can drink and a sardin tin.
whatever.

what makes me surprise is,
i recall i had the same dream days before,
or maybe it's just yesterday,
u know, everytime wake up from dream,
we usually will forgot the minor detail or it,
and later the whole event will b forgotten.

but after this dream,
i recall back i had a similar dream,
same UFO, tin/can-like, but mayb a little different 'style' or pattern?
same flying around the neighbourhood,
same in my hometown,
but i dont recall my mom being there or not.
and it feels like i had this UFO+hometown dream for twice or more.

it feels so weird,
now i'm awaken,
i imagine that if a UFO really comes,
(actually in my dream there's a bunch of them)
i might just be very curious of why they come,
and wondering what's going to happen next,
doom? or new world?.

but in my dream,
i'm just so shock, and scared.
which i had no idea why i felt so.
and i dont recall any previous UFO dream,
that i'm very scared when i encounter them.

so it's like i had a nightmare and woke up,
but i dont exactly think its a nightmare,
'cause after i'm awaken,
i think that's it nothing much,
just that it's weird.

if what i recall is correct,
then i had 3 times dream of UFO,
2 of them happened to be in my hometown,
1 of them happened to have my mom inside the scene,
if there's any UFO dream again,
and its same plot, same person around,
and i really doubt what's happening to me,
cant that i had psychic and can predict the future,
but its just a bit too much as coincidence.
anyway, before i end this post,
i will try to recall whatever i remember in the dream.

first, it starts by i look out the window in my living room,
i saw UFO 'jumping' around the street in front of my house,
then my mom look at those UFO and shout,
i dont remember her face, so i dont know she's shock or scare or surprise or what.
then i found i'm already outside the house,
and the UFOs 'jumping' around me and my mom.
to be more specify, there's 1 or 2 jumping around,
the rest is float at the air,
around 5-6 of them floating.
somewhere within the event,
i remember i ask my mom:"what's going on?"
and my mom didn't answer,
or should i say, the scene change into outside my house,
er no, i dont saw my house,
i think my house gone instead of i got out from it.
after i ask my mom, the scene just change to outside.
so far this is all i could remember.

about previous similar dream,
i only recall i'm looking at the sky from my window in living room(again),
but the UFOs arent flying around nor jumping,
instead, they're all at the sky,
a lot of them, like invasion.
unlike the one just had, the number of UFO is different.
erm..... and i think its a same looking UFO, or very similar one.

hmm...... i'm done recalling.
end post....

The Grand land of Kamm

it's been a long time since i last post something

something i did when i was trying to make my brain start running

A reminder to myself

random

a few new post was created

random.

hazue's knowledge bank I

maggi goreng again~

hoho~~ 2 achievement

[Manga] The Lucifer and Biscuit Hammer - Hoshi no samidare

next goal

electricty breakdown in kampar 24th Apr 2010

i lament

i bath under the rain today

some complains

a new life

the peaceful death.

earth hour 2010

cc, the blowjobber

untitled 22022010

picture from the star

part of a certain conversation

untitled

the lonely blog

unluckily 2009 (updated to 29th)

stargazing!!! wooohoooo

ruined life 2nd version

17th Sep

13th Sep 09

ruined life style

report on 29th Aug, or shoud i say 30th Aug?

report on 29th Aug, or shoud i say 30th Aug?

today's 'report' August 27, 2009

Yoshi!!

日本語のポスト １

i had no idea what title it should be

night of 08/08/2009

today's report 7/8/09

GG v0.2

GG

funny videos from youtube

muttons at midnight. from podcast.sg(singapore's FM)

something done out of boredom - very random

jobstreet forum!!!

next week is K-On's last episode!!

something done out of boredom - untitled(cuz i also don't know what title to put)

For Guet Peng

something done out of boredom - story 1: the lost of the sweet smile

something done out of boredom - speech : Time to Rain

continue to just now's "oh f***, i forgot!!!!"

so far my greatest case of "oh f***, i forgot it!!!!"

Swine Flu

YUI's new song, FullMetal Alchemist new season OP

earth hour 2009 in kampar

Comment on Supernatural Season 4 Episode 16

K.I.S. (Full English Version) chapter 1 - Yan's first day to school

twisted back to normal

part of me that is not known by many

RoF - Chapter 1 - when they first met

K.I.S. chapter 2.5 - Club registration

K.I.S. - Chapter 2: spicy, mini tyrannosaurus

K.I.S. - chapter 1: the new school year

a break in the middle

the start of the storm.

3rd day working in pizza csc

2nd day in pizza csc

my first day starting to work in Pizza C.S.C.

Lost prophet - rooftop

tagged from fishie

weird dream

日本語のポスト　１